Friday, April 26

Friday? Already?

 I notice that the longer I go without work, the more I tend to lose track of the days, in regards to what particular day of the week it is. Without that constant structure of a M-F type job, it really screws with my head. I awoke this morning believing it was Thursday, and was a tad disappointed when I found out it was Friday. No particular reason, as I have no special plans this day, or weekend. I guess I just felt I "lost" a day in there somewhere.

As I said, no plans this weekend. This afternoon I will be headed up to the VFW for a couple hours of reading and chatting (and yes, a couple beers). My Doodad celebrated her 7th birthday last week, and I was hoping to see them in town this weekend. Every time I look over at the side of my desk, I think about, as I have a present for her. Unfortunately, they will not be up, as the SIL has a business trip to Colorado that will last most of next week. Perhaps a couple weeks from now.

The Youngest's graduation date is getting closer. Last night he had to list out guests for the 6 tickets he is allowed. The Wife, myself, three siblings, and RM made the list. We also need to see about purchasing 3 more tickets to round out the group that planned on attending. I personally would skip it if I had a choice, but I don't (as I am told). I hate crowd events. Since I know you read here RM, I'll email you the info (date, place, time) within the next week. Right now I just need to be sure we can get the extras tickets. Cap and gown were ordered some time ago, so should be there at the school for the dress rehearsal.

Welp, not much else to share today...

PeacE

Sunday, April 21

Where Do We Go From Here?

 A few short weeks ago, you noticed I had to break from here, and from other things in Life for a bit. I was angry. I was not in control of myself, and needed to focus on 'me and mine' to get things back to the proper perspective. I don't think I have been that particular angry in probably over 25 years (another story for another time) and though I don't think it was wrong to be angry, it would have been wrong to act out, or say things, whilst in that mode. I think at this point I am definitely in a better mindset, and mental place. On the plus side, you got the anticipation of my return, and what I would bring with me.

Yesterday (Saturday) was sort of a big event around the d00d household. The Youngest was attending Prom, which included dinner prior to the event. Of course he isn't driving on his own yet, so other arrangements had to be made. The girl he has been dating, well, her mother is a teacher at the HS they attend, and was also chaperoning the event. This had been discussed earlier in the week, so we ended up driving to her place, picking her up, taking them to dinner, and then to the event. Then her mother would drop Youngest at home afterward. Dinner was Texas Roadhouse, and I wish I had thought better about the situation... With multiple HS's that many Proms overlap, and they were BUSY!! We ended up waiting over an hour for a table. Yes, Wife and I ate there, too, as it was easier for transportation/time, but we let them have their own table. Then dropped off at the event just down the street from there. Wife and I went home, as I was just beat. Then I spent most of the night trying to get to sleep, which didn't happen til after 3am.

Today is going to be a relaxing day for me, or so I hope. I got up at 10, just so I wouldn't sleep all day, and hopefully be able to get to sleep easier tonight. I have gotten in my play time on the Vikings game I play, and plan to head up to the VFW for the afternoon. With Nascar on, and Caution/Pit Stop drink specials - it could be fun. Besides, I'll be reading, which you know I like. I did manage to get four reviews done on books that I had been putting off writing up. I still have one more to do, and another book to read before writing it up. Keeps me busier than the (lack of) my regular job.

Welp, I think I have wasted enough time throwing up some drivel for your entertainment.

PeacE

Thursday, April 18

No Working Title

 I'm not sure where to start. I have been in a funk for most this past week. Feeling morose, and somewhat depressed. Not sure why.

The Nurse Practioner I have been seeing called me the other day. I guess it was time for my prescriptions to renew, and the Metformin needed authorized. I guess she feels that with my alcohol intake and liver levels, that metformin was worse for the liver, and wanted to switch me to a new 'script. Okay, but then she said it was injections one per week, at the office. Nope. Then she suggested another pill option, that she would check to be sure the insurance approves. Okay.

Yesterday I go to the pharmacy, and pick up 6 prescriptions. The new one, there is an insurance issue. So the pharmacy calls the ins, and it has something to do about my address doesn't match what the ins co has on file...? How could I get the other 6 'scripts if it didn't match? I think the Dr's office screwed up the submission. Well, metformin was one of the refills, so I ain't worried about this new pill. If that doesn't get fixed, oh well.

I need to work on cutting back on my drinking. Seems I am doing more of it lately - not sure if it is this mood swing, or what. I know I tend to drink to help getting to sleep easier, as when I don't drink, I don't sleep well, or much. I think there are bigger reasons as to what is going on, but not sure I want to find out. I feel tired of all the crap, and just want it to stop.

Pretty morose today.

PeacE

Thursday, April 11

Stepping Back

 There was an event on this past Tuesday evening. During the course of the event, I was surprised by some things that were said, and by the end of said event, was quick to leave as my anger level was beyond maxed out.

I am not going to go into detail of what happened. All I do admit it, is that it was family drama (not involving me) and overall it was displayed in a public manner that should not have happened. 

Needless to say, after a couple days of contemplating, and reducing my anger, I have decided to step back from family for awhile. It may also affect my writing here, though lately, it has not been much anyways.

I shall return...

PeacE

Monday, April 8

The Final Four Game

Many of you sports fans are aware that each March brings on the Madness of the NCAA Basketball finals. This year, the final games are being played here int he Valley, and though there is no way I am even going near where it is at, I am happy that my personal favorite college, Purdue, is in the Final Game. I'll head up to the pub later today to watch the game on television. I have a small bet for them to win, so though they are not favored, I am hoping.

Saturday night while at the VFW, my Sister invited my family over for 'carne asada' night at their place on Sunday. Youngest was sleeping, and The Wife was working on sorting some things at the house, so I ended up being the only one going. I mainly went to just have at least a little time to visit with RM, and could care less about everyone else. And I did get just a little bit of time. I sat quiet most of the evening, except to clarify facts in some of the tales of our youth. I still have issues with my Sister and her husband, and will probably space out time with them a bit again. Since they are joining the VFW, I will probably see them weekly, and I am not sure I want to be around them more than that. Has to do with past problems, that I am not going to re-hash now.

Weekly email sent off to the Company. Hopefully a response this week. EDIT: I did receive the automated reply that they received my email (which is more than I usually get this soon).

I noticed on my reading goal I am nearly halfway to my goal already.

Guess I'm all out of stuff to share today.

PeacE

Friday, April 5

A Pre-Report for the Weekend

 This weekend - there will be nothing of interest going on.

Yeah. Sums it up pretty much.

Last night I hung out with a couple friends, one that I had not seen in several weeks, so it was nice. While out, the Wife had sent me a text that the 99 cent store chain was closing  of their stores in the SW. We have one near us, and do use it often for some basics like salad, hot dogs, salami, and a few other things. I jokingly texted back that she would be shopping this weekend. Her answer was a resounding yes. So I wonder if I should head over there today, before the "store closing" rush hits to get maybe some things I like. Haven't decided, but I may before I head out to the VFW.

The past few months, I have occasionally seen these red stripe-like marks appearing on my arms. Yesterday I figured out what is causing them. Bruises. I had accidently bumped my arm into a table at the pub, and caught the corner. A small open wound, but along with an inch long red mark. It must be something to do with my meds that is causing it. Before I never bruised for such a small "bump".

Welp, need to do some morning absolutions, then may go shopping.

PeacE

Wednesday, April 3

The Weekly Post

 Looks like I have been posting only once a week, on Wednesday, for the past couple weeks. I really have no life.

The anniversary weekend went well. Dropped off Youngest at the Daughter's around midnight Friday, and went on to the hotel. Got up for the breakfast, then napped until about 1pm. The Taco Festival was only about an hour away, and motored up to Casa Grand for that. Parking wasn't great, with or without the handicap sign, and we had to walk a bit. Eventually we made it the the bandstand that had been put up, in time to catch the first music group of the day. Throughout the afternoon, we sampled some different stuffs from the 10 or so taco trucks there. Personally, none of it stood out as tremendously good. The entertainment throughout the afternoon was some Spanish/Mexican dancing, a country cover band, Guitaros Latinos (who played Spanish guitar music), a mariachi band, and the show highlight, Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers. The wind was terrible, gusting all day long, bringing in dust. My allergies were in full effect, and the watering eyes and grit int he mouth from the dust was not much fun. But I made it until the last 15 minutes of the show, before I said I needed to go as I was shivering. With the wind and the incoming storms, it got down into the lower 50s. Quick trip back to the hotel that night. Sunday we went over the Daughter's and spent the afternoon with them. Finished with dinner at Dennys and headed home.

Earlier this week has pretty much followed the regular routine. Monday email to the Company requesting a project, and letting them know I am available. The rest of the time is playing on the computer, or napping, or reading, hoping for an email reply to start work.

Such an exciting life.

PeacE