Friday? Already?

 I notice that the longer I go without work, the more I tend to lose track of the days, in regards to what particular day of the week it is. Without that constant structure of a M-F type job, it really screws with my head. I awoke this morning believing it was Thursday, and was a tad disappointed when I found out it was Friday. No particular reason, as I have no special plans this day, or weekend. I guess I just felt I "lost" a day in there somewhere.

As I said, no plans this weekend. This afternoon I will be headed up to the VFW for a couple hours of reading and chatting (and yes, a couple beers). My Doodad celebrated her 7th birthday last week, and I was hoping to see them in town this weekend. Every time I look over at the side of my desk, I think about, as I have a present for her. Unfortunately, they will not be up, as the SIL has a business trip to Colorado that will last most of next week. Perhaps a couple weeks from now.

The Youngest's graduation date is getting closer. Last night he had to list out guests for the 6 tickets he is allowed. The Wife, myself, three siblings, and RM made the list. We also need to see about purchasing 3 more tickets to round out the group that planned on attending. I personally would skip it if I had a choice, but I don't (as I am told). I hate crowd events. Since I know you read here RM, I'll email you the info (date, place, time) within the next week. Right now I just need to be sure we can get the extras tickets. Cap and gown were ordered some time ago, so should be there at the school for the dress rehearsal.

Welp, not much else to share today...

PeacE

Where Do We Go From Here?

 A few short weeks ago, you noticed I had to break from here, and from other things in Life for a bit. I was angry. I was not in control of myself, and needed to focus on 'me and mine' to get things back to the proper perspective. I don't think I have been that particular angry in probably over 25 years (another story for another time) and though I don't think it was wrong to be angry, it would have been wrong to act out, or say things, whilst in that mode. I think at this point I am definitely in a better mindset, and mental place. On the plus side, you got the anticipation of my return, and what I would bring with me.

Yesterday (Saturday) was sort of a big event around the d00d household. The Youngest was attending Prom, which included dinner prior to the event. Of course he isn't driving on his own yet, so other arrangements had to be made. The girl he has been dating, well, her mother is a teacher at the HS they attend, and was also chaperoning the event. This had been discussed earlier in the week, so we ended up driving to her place, picking her up, taking them to dinner, and then to the event. Then her mother would drop Youngest at home afterward. Dinner was Texas Roadhouse, and I wish I had thought better about the situation... With multiple HS's that many Proms overlap, and they were BUSY!! We ended up waiting over an hour for a table. Yes, Wife and I ate there, too, as it was easier for transportation/time, but we let them have their own table. Then dropped off at the event just down the street from there. Wife and I went home, as I was just beat. Then I spent most of the night trying to get to sleep, which didn't happen til after 3am.

Today is going to be a relaxing day for me, or so I hope. I got up at 10, just so I wouldn't sleep all day, and hopefully be able to get to sleep easier tonight. I have gotten in my play time on the Vikings game I play, and plan to head up to the VFW for the afternoon. With Nascar on, and Caution/Pit Stop drink specials - it could be fun. Besides, I'll be reading, which you know I like. I did manage to get four reviews done on books that I had been putting off writing up. I still have one more to do, and another book to read before writing it up. Keeps me busier than the (lack of) my regular job.

Welp, I think I have wasted enough time throwing up some drivel for your entertainment.

PeacE

No Working Title

 I'm not sure where to start. I have been in a funk for most this past week. Feeling morose, and somewhat depressed. Not sure why.

The Nurse Practioner I have been seeing called me the other day. I guess it was time for my prescriptions to renew, and the Metformin needed authorized. I guess she feels that with my alcohol intake and liver levels, that metformin was worse for the liver, and wanted to switch me to a new 'script. Okay, but then she said it was injections one per week, at the office. Nope. Then she suggested another pill option, that she would check to be sure the insurance approves. Okay.

Yesterday I go to the pharmacy, and pick up 6 prescriptions. The new one, there is an insurance issue. So the pharmacy calls the ins, and it has something to do about my address doesn't match what the ins co has on file...? How could I get the other 6 'scripts if it didn't match? I think the Dr's office screwed up the submission. Well, metformin was one of the refills, so I ain't worried about this new pill. If that doesn't get fixed, oh well.

I need to work on cutting back on my drinking. Seems I am doing more of it lately - not sure if it is this mood swing, or what. I know I tend to drink to help getting to sleep easier, as when I don't drink, I don't sleep well, or much. I think there are bigger reasons as to what is going on, but not sure I want to find out. I feel tired of all the crap, and just want it to stop.

Pretty morose today.

PeacE

Stepping Back

 There was an event on this past Tuesday evening. During the course of the event, I was surprised by some things that were said, and by the end of said event, was quick to leave as my anger level was beyond maxed out.

I am not going to go into detail of what happened. All I do admit it, is that it was family drama (not involving me) and overall it was displayed in a public manner that should not have happened. 

Needless to say, after a couple days of contemplating, and reducing my anger, I have decided to step back from family for awhile. It may also affect my writing here, though lately, it has not been much anyways.

I shall return...

PeacE

The Final Four Game

Many of you sports fans are aware that each March brings on the Madness of the NCAA Basketball finals. This year, the final games are being played here int he Valley, and though there is no way I am even going near where it is at, I am happy that my personal favorite college, Purdue, is in the Final Game. I'll head up to the pub later today to watch the game on television. I have a small bet for them to win, so though they are not favored, I am hoping.

Saturday night while at the VFW, my Sister invited my family over for 'carne asada' night at their place on Sunday. Youngest was sleeping, and The Wife was working on sorting some things at the house, so I ended up being the only one going. I mainly went to just have at least a little time to visit with RM, and could care less about everyone else. And I did get just a little bit of time. I sat quiet most of the evening, except to clarify facts in some of the tales of our youth. I still have issues with my Sister and her husband, and will probably space out time with them a bit again. Since they are joining the VFW, I will probably see them weekly, and I am not sure I want to be around them more than that. Has to do with past problems, that I am not going to re-hash now.

Weekly email sent off to the Company. Hopefully a response this week. EDIT: I did receive the automated reply that they received my email (which is more than I usually get this soon).

I noticed on my reading goal I am nearly halfway to my goal already.

Guess I'm all out of stuff to share today.

PeacE

A Pre-Report for the Weekend

 This weekend - there will be nothing of interest going on.

Yeah. Sums it up pretty much.

Last night I hung out with a couple friends, one that I had not seen in several weeks, so it was nice. While out, the Wife had sent me a text that the 99 cent store chain was closing  of their stores in the SW. We have one near us, and do use it often for some basics like salad, hot dogs, salami, and a few other things. I jokingly texted back that she would be shopping this weekend. Her answer was a resounding yes. So I wonder if I should head over there today, before the "store closing" rush hits to get maybe some things I like. Haven't decided, but I may before I head out to the VFW.

The past few months, I have occasionally seen these red stripe-like marks appearing on my arms. Yesterday I figured out what is causing them. Bruises. I had accidently bumped my arm into a table at the pub, and caught the corner. A small open wound, but along with an inch long red mark. It must be something to do with my meds that is causing it. Before I never bruised for such a small "bump".

Welp, need to do some morning absolutions, then may go shopping.

PeacE

The Weekly Post

 Looks like I have been posting only once a week, on Wednesday, for the past couple weeks. I really have no life.

The anniversary weekend went well. Dropped off Youngest at the Daughter's around midnight Friday, and went on to the hotel. Got up for the breakfast, then napped until about 1pm. The Taco Festival was only about an hour away, and motored up to Casa Grand for that. Parking wasn't great, with or without the handicap sign, and we had to walk a bit. Eventually we made it the the bandstand that had been put up, in time to catch the first music group of the day. Throughout the afternoon, we sampled some different stuffs from the 10 or so taco trucks there. Personally, none of it stood out as tremendously good. The entertainment throughout the afternoon was some Spanish/Mexican dancing, a country cover band, Guitaros Latinos (who played Spanish guitar music), a mariachi band, and the show highlight, Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers. The wind was terrible, gusting all day long, bringing in dust. My allergies were in full effect, and the watering eyes and grit int he mouth from the dust was not much fun. But I made it until the last 15 minutes of the show, before I said I needed to go as I was shivering. With the wind and the incoming storms, it got down into the lower 50s. Quick trip back to the hotel that night. Sunday we went over the Daughter's and spent the afternoon with them. Finished with dinner at Dennys and headed home.

Earlier this week has pretty much followed the regular routine. Monday email to the Company requesting a project, and letting them know I am available. The rest of the time is playing on the computer, or napping, or reading, hoping for an email reply to start work.

Such an exciting life.

PeacE

Getting Ready to Party

 Well, not really. Partying that is. More like an "old folks weekend getaway" event that will have bland food and discount coupons for Depends. I jest. That's a normal Tuesday.

This Saturday will mark 33 years of marriage for the very patient, loving Wife and I. Hard to believe in some ways that this much time has gone by, but looking at the ages and lives of our children, there is no mistaking the passage of time. I think I mentioned before about our weekend plans. I have booked the hotel room. Verified with the Daughter about Youngest visiting with them for the two nights, and us on Sunday. Everything is lining up nicely - except the weather, maybe.

I know here int he Valley they are talking about rain on Sunday and Monday, possibly as early as Saturday. That day, which we will be at a park for a better part of the afternoon and evening. Though about an hour south of the Valley, but also more likely to have rain. It will be a morning decision to make in regards to attending the event. I have a couple days to purchase tickets in advance (save $5 on each) but it is a Rain or Shine event. I am sure we have an umbrella somewhere, but I just don't like the idea of sitting int he rain.

Not much else going on. It is getting harder to even try to think about what to write about.

PeacE

Thirsty Thursday Is Here

 Normally, that would mean an excuse to go out to the pub and have a few beers. However, this morning it is a bit different. I woke craving a soda. A Mountain Dew soda to be exact. I know, I shouldn't be having soda, due to the sugar, etc, but it is always one of my 'bad things to like'. So I went up to the closest Quik Trip and took in my 52 oz refill mug, and topped it off. Then I grabbed a soda for the Youngest. I also grabbed a couple orange Powerades, as I do enjoy them occasionally. And since I was near the "rollers", I saw they had a chili-cheese sausage dog, so I had got two of them to try. Figuring it was for breakfast anyways, I picked up a couple pork & vegetable rolls as well. Veggies are healthy, right? Well, at least I ain't hungry now, and I still have some soda left in my cup....

Looks like I have several things I need to get done today. The Wife's registration is due, and is quite pricey for the two years, but we will do it. Also received the one for the car the Youngest will have, so I should pay it as well. I need to book our hotels room for the two nights coming up soon. And I still need to file our taxes. I do them electronically so it only takes about 15 minutes, but need to get them done still. So how much of this will get done today? Even I am not going to guess. But I do feel a nap coming on in the near future...

PeacE

Friday Notes

 Well, it is nice that it is Friday, but not because it is the end of my work week - like I have one of those anymore it seems... Next week is spring break for the Youngest. My Doodad and family spent most of this last week in California doing the Disney parks. It was her first time and I was glad they sent many pictures over the three days for us to enjoy.

No plans this weekend. In two weeks we will be headed out of town for our anniversary. I think the plans now are to head to Tucson Friday night to drop off the Youngest at the Daughter's house for a couple nights, then stay at the hotel. Saturday we are driving back up to Casa Grande, as there is a taco festival going on. The bonus is there is a band I have enjoyed for years playing the venue - Roger Cline and the Peacemakers. Years ago they were known as The Refreshments, and I know I have a CD around here from those days. That night we will return to the hotel in Tucson. Sunday will be Easter, but we will spend part of the day visiting then head home that night.

Not sure what else is going on that I could write about. Most days I am here at home twiddling my thumbs hoping some work will come along. I have started looking into other companies, and job search sites, looking for related work, but no luck as of yet.

I broke down this morning and went o Jack in the Box for a breakfast combo. I better go check my numbers before I eat.

PeacE

Plugged, and In Other News...

 I didn't make it to the tire place on Monday. I did make it up to the pub for a couple hours though. When I went to head home, I saw the driver rear tire was about half flat. So that is where the low pressure light came from. I was able to get it home with no incident, and Tuesday morning, it was completely flat. Out came the compressor, and I filled it up. I saw a nail in the tread. I hurried up to the tire place, and was able to get it plugged, tires rotated, and out the door within an hour. At no cost. I'm still in the good range on the tire treads, but will need to think about getting new ones within the year. Availability is good at this location, so won't have to order any in.

I play a Vikings-themed game that my brother got me involved in. There has been some drama as of Sunday morning. Seems around 10am (my time) everyone in our "clan" that was online or offline, were disbanded from our clan. Then in Discord (a separate program all together where we can chat within our clan) gets disbanded. Our clan leader is not able to be contacted, from multiple types of emails, messaging, and even a couple phone calls. The first common thought is the leader's phone got hacked. One of our players contacted the game developers about what happened. As of yesterday, the Devs are saying it was a bug in the game that made our clan disappear, and they are working on fixing. I hope they return it to the glory it was, we were number one on many servers, and had a clan that was huge. Will find out in the next couple days I guess. Still no word from the leader.

So yeah, my life is pretty boring if that is the most drama I got going on. I sit back and listen to other players throw out conspiracy theories about what happened, and some of them sound plausible... weird.

PeacE

Waiting on Air

 The weekend came and went. Saturday evening I was at the Post for the weekly Queen of Hearts drawing. The pot is up over $13.7k, so one has to try. The Joker card was picked, and so the whole board is reset, meaning the pot will continue to grow. Sunday was a sleep-in morning, followed by a grocery shopping trip in the early afternoon. With the amount of money we spent, it better last at least a couple weeks. Though, most were lunches for me and Youngest. He has Spring Break next week. Last night I ended up in bed by 9pm, feeling tired from all the shopping/walking. Must be why I am wide awake at 4:30am. For some of you, that may be earlier than your normal, thanks to daylight savings, but here in AZ, we don't mess with our time.

Yesterday while driving around shopping, I had the low air light pop up. I will admit I am a bit lazy (and not wanting to bend over or down to check air pressure in tires) so I just looked at all the wheels, and didn't see any that were extremely low. The local tire place I go to has free air checks, so I am waiting for them to open a little later this morning to run the car through. Other than that, I have nothing on my agenda.

Nothing else of import to share, so I guess today will be a short one.

PeacE

Happy Birthday Dad

 Today would have been my Dad's 76th birthday. Usually today will be filled with me remembering good and bad times with Dad, and that gets me depressed. Then I decide to go drink while depressed, and next thing you know I am at home, drunk and bawling my eyes out in grief. Every. Single. Time.

But today I am going to try to not go out and get drunk. I'm not saying there won't be tears, but I am trying to not go anyplace today - not even for soda (oh, that will be a hard one).

I met Ryan Roulette last night. He is the driver of the VFW car in the ARCA racing circuit. He made an appearance (a planned one) at our VFW post last night. There were quite a few people up there to meet him, so I figured if I just 'saw him in person' I would fine, even if I didn't shake his hand. So I was sitting at the bar, and he ends up sitting next to me and we chatted for about 15 minutes. He seems pretty nice, and I wish him luck in the race this weekend out at PIR. Even shook hands, plus got his autograph (which I am giving to my brother).

That reminds me of another race driver I met, that some of you may have heard of: A.J. Foyt. In my memories of Dad, there was one time we went out to this farmstead out in the middle of nowhere there in Indiana, and it turned out to the the Foyt's home. I even got to sit in one of his older race cars that he still had out in the barn, covered by a tarp. I think that is where my love of racing started, and I was all about formula ones and the Indy 500 for years. I think it was 1978 when I first went to an Indy, with Dad and two of my uncles. Inside track grass. Remember it was a walk from where we parked to get all the way to the inside track grass.

Welp, I think I am gonna get done with this today.

PeacE

Middle of the Week

 What a boring day. I am sure a large part of the American workforce feels the same as I do, that you drag in on Mondays, and by Wednesday, you are pretty much done with feeling anything for the job and just praying for the Friday to appear. Bonus if it is a payday, though so many of us now have direct deposit versus an actual check to collect. Goodness! Those lines at the banks on Fridays.. in a town like Phoenix, were atrocious!! Not that I am working yet, as I am still waiting to hear from the Company, and a few other leads I have put out this last week.

Earlier tonight (when it was Tuesday) I enjoyed the Youngest's concert for the "spring". He played in one of the two Jazz ensembles, the percussion group, and the concert band. Of course, he was the best (I don't care if I am biased). Even RM made it tonight, which was nice to see her as always. She even brought her favorite child some leftovers she had made (the favorite being me). Don't let her fool you that "she has no favorites" because myself, and my children, know the truth.

It's already almost 4am, and I don't expect to be sleeping much tonight. I left the concert, and went home to take care of some stuff. That being one of my uncles, from Dad's side of the family, had asked if anyone had photos of my Dad around his senior year of high school. I had dug out the photo albums my grandparents had put together for me many years ago, and found a couple photos. Tonight my uncle and I "hooked up" message-wise, and I scanned and sent to him. I also included a nice letter to him and my aunt, about how I was sorry that we had not kept in touch better, that I was open to trying to do better with email, now that we had exchanged that way of contacting. Of course I included my phone number as well. I'm hoping that they are as open to it as I am, and that also both parties are able to share every now and then. They truly are people that are important in  my life, and I don't want to lose contact with them, regardless of the years and miles between. Definitely a work to stay on top of....

So, never said what happened after the medical appointment on Monday. BP came out good in the office. I've lost 12 pounds in two weeks. No changes to the current dosages in meds - will wait to see what my daily recordings look like in May. And, though on my own, and nothing to do with the doctors, my anus is getting better. Been dealing with flaring hemorrhoids (auto-spelling correctly spelled that) since the colonoscopy back in mid-January. I still have some flares, where sitting is uncomfortable, but with all the methods I am using to curtail it all, things are finally getting better. Don't care what you think, as long as I can sit longer than an hour...I'm happy!

Well, I don't know how RM can fill up pages of scrolling daily on her blog - maybe she just has more to share than I. This is all I got right now.

PeacE 

Yet Another Expected Waste of Time

 This morning I have a two week follow-up at the doctor's office, in regards to the additional blood pressure medication she had prescribed a couple weeks ago. It's to 'adjust to a higher dosage' based on my recordings. Looking at the list of daily readings, it hasn't made an impact, yet this morning's reading was the lowest. Maybe it is taking longer? Either way, after today I am refusing to see her again until May, for the 3-month follow-up. Getting so tired of going to the doctor, and the fact this newest one, she just keeps adding shit to get done, or change up my prescriptions. Not happy, but easier to stay then to start all over again with a new doctor.

Yesterday we did take Youngest out for his birthday dinner finally. It was no where fancy (Red Robin) but was still kinda expensive, considering there were six of us. Both the older Sons made it, so was nice to catch up with them a bit. The lawn got mowed and trimmed this weekend. I finished two more books. 

Regular weekly email sent off to the company this morning, and here is to hoping some project comes along soon.

PeacE

When I Last Posted ...

 I had nothing much of importance to write about, and this morning brings no difference to that table.

It's Friday. Youngest had Zero Hour at school, so the Wife ran him then off to work. It's barely after 7am and I am already hungry. I checked the fridge - no leftovers. So it is either Ramen noodles or fend fo myself, though I guess that is still the same thing.

Tomorrow will be a lawn day, since the city loves us so much. Sunday will be the Youngest's bday dinner. Not happy, but we have to drive 'downtown' to pick up his girlfriend, so she can join us, then return her home. Forty minutes of drive-time I was not planning, but plans of mice and men.

Exciting times, right?

PeacE

Returning to a Routine ...

 The Youngest has some Zero Hour practices at school this week, and into early next week. Which basically means that he has to be there prior to 7am, similar to when marching band is in session. This is because the band director that started there last year, decided to split the band up in regards to their practice times. Which means, instead of full band rehearsing at Zero hour all year, only wood winds and brass at zero hour, and percussion has a class schedule at like 4th hour. Meaning the Youngest had to give up an elective this year. It also means, that the percussion section does not practice at all with the full band. Needless to say, this band director was "asked to leave" do to complaints of possible behavior related to possible drug use. So A new director started this new semester, and this is the only way to get the full band together to practice for the spring concert (which is March 5th at 7pm RM). There is no way he could fix the students schedules halfway through the year....

I don't now why I just rambled through all that. Must be because it is 1:30am and I am awake. I went to bed about 9, and read/did a couple puzzles on the tablet, and was trying to sleep around 9:30. But about an hour ago I woke and cannot get back to sleep. Maybe realizing how boring my life feels at times will put me back to sleep.

No major plans this week (Again). The weekly email will go out to the Company about my availability a little later this morning (or maybe here shortly). A friend showed me a small battery booster they had purchased at Harbor Freight last week, and I am thinking of going there tomorrow to see if they have them in stock, versus just regular jumper cables. Then maybe off to the store to find some things for lunches this week. Be nice if I could get out to the Discount Grocery we like, AND they were to have the huge bag of shredded lettuce (like 5 lb bag). That would be perfect for eating healthier, however, the last few times we had been out there it was not in. Their stock fluctuates daily.

Today is also the Youngest's 18th birthday. We have asked several times over the past few months what he would like, and always got a 'no answer' type answer. No idea if the Wife has found a couple things he would maybe like. If I find that battery booster pack, that'll be at least a present he can use for the car. He put off the birthday dinner until next weekend, as he would like to see if his brothers would be able to go as well. Middle Son said he could, just needs when/where info ...  Oldest Son has not responded. In fact, he hasn't responded much to my text inquires of late. I am guessing it is because of the work hours/time but who knows. I'm sure RM goes through thoughts like these with us kids as well. I invited the Oldest Son's girlfriend as well, but who knows. I think  I will just tell them a time and location, and if they show, they show. I just hope Youngest isn't disappointed.

Still working out plans for our 33rd Anniversary coming up late March. I've mentioned a few ideas to the Wife, and I think we have settled on one idea. I need to verify with her to confirm, prior to starting to plan the drive, places to stay/visit, etc. More to share when I confirm....

On a good note, I am 49 books into my goal of 200 this year. Right now it says I am at 25% of my goal (though by my math I am one short of that true 25%). Looks like it will be another good year of reading....

Guess I am off to watch an episode of some show or something to see if I can get sleepy.

PeacE

It's Nice To Sleep Better

 Wednesday the new CPAP machine arrived. I was happy. The previous two nights had been long ones, as I woke many times throughout each night. I tried napping during the day, but that didn't happen either. I spent a good half hour going through the setup instructions and setting the parameters the best I could match my previous machine. That night I slept much better! Around 8am, I noticed it was set for APAP versus the CPAP, so I changed that real quick, and fell back asleep, not waking until noon. I still need to tweak a couple things, if I can, but it is pretty much set and I am happy.

Earlier on Wednesday, I did get up to the DMV to take care of the title issue on one of our vehicles. After waiting in line over an hour, standing line, no seats, within five minutes it was done. As I was leaving, then I see three chairs at one far end sectioned off for Handicapped persons. Wish I had done that, or even did the 'make an appt', so I didn't have to stand in line so long. My back was not liking me much the rest of the day.

Yesterday I did take Youngest up to the DMV affiliate office just down the road from us to renew his permit. Turns out they don't expire on their birthdate anymore, but on the date of issue, which is in July. But I went ahead and renewed it. He better have his license by July though.... We stopped at Autozoned looking for jumper cables on the way home. None. A car shop, and the only cables they had were $124 because there was some fancy voltmeter with it. I told Youngest I would try to get over to WallyWorld today to pick up a basic set. But I don't know if I feel like it today.

Well, it's 10am and I am starting to get hungry. I don't see any leftovers in the fridge, and I don't feel like ramen soup, so I guess I need to figure what I am going to go pick up.

PeacE

It's Just Money, Right?

 Just when you think things might be going okay, something always comes along. For me yesterday, it was my CPAP machine.

I had walked out of our office room, on my way to the restroom, when I smelled something off. That 'tang' of something almost burnt, but not like food burnt. I finished in the restroom, and began to walk the hall, sniffing the air, trying to determine where it was strongest. Turns out it was coming from the master bedroom (my room). I'm looking around, sniffing from different sides of the room, trying to track down just where was it coming from. I had decided at this point it was an electric-burning type of smell, and so I'm sniffing anything that is plugged in. I finally determined it was the power cord to my CPAP machine. It is one of those that has the wall plug cord that goes to a convertor, then another cord that goes to the machine. Well, the machine was displaying a message to check the 30/90 Watt cord and plug in to start. I unplugged it all, then waited a couple hours. The smell had started to dissipate, so I plugged it back in. The unit started up for like five seconds, then died, displaying the message again.

This was a replacement cord I had bought a few years back. Note, my machine is probably close to 10+ years old, and I know I have been told that they should be replaced about every 3 years... But I never followed up on it, as mine worked fine. Anyways, the convertor had burned out before, hence the replacement. So talking with the Wife last night, we decided I should just get a new machine after all these years. Of course the first place I go is Amazon....

Right off the top of the bat it shows two newer, more compact, user-friendly models running about $800. One has no reviews, and the other had a few, but most were mid-level. Then I tried just Google, to find other places to possibly purchase from. Well, turns out, you need a prescription for most types of CPAP machines. After my trip to the NP yesterday, there is no way I am asking her for one. I am sure she would make me do the whole damn sleep study all over again, and I am not dealing with that whole shenanigan if I can avoid it. Once was enough. I went back to Amazon and bought the $800 machine. It should be here Wednesday.

Hopefully, that one will work well enough for me to get by for another 10 years, so long as I am alive. After all, the NP said that according to their stats, I'm 34.5% chance of a heart attack in the next ten years. 

Go figure.

PeacE

Back To The Torture Chamber

 Monday morning has come again, and I had a busy morning planned out. Last week I had received a notice from the AZDOT that the car we had bought off the Oldest Son, now apparently has an abandoned title issue, and they cannot allow me to re-register the tags. However, last year, this was supposedly taken care of when we changed the title from his name to mine. It all stems from when the car was stolen, recovered, and the police never notified him. His insurance found it at a tow yard, and yadda yadda yadda, the car was fixed/repaired, and should have been done. So after the morning doctor visit I had scheduled I was going to go to the DMV. But it is Presidents Day, and they are closed.

So I went to the doctor visit. It has only been two weeks since the last visit, but she had me do more labs (regarding heart markers allegedly). Well, the BP was still higher than what this new NP thinks it should be, so she added another pill to take. Then she started talking about all these liver tests she wants me to do - NOPE! Not doing it. I know my liver enzymes are high, I know I have a 'fatty liver'. Not doing an ultrasound. Not doing the chest x-ray or the cardiology visit, or even more follow-ups with gastro docs. But we did get the test strips and lancets situation corrected.

So that has been how this morning has gone. No appointments today now, though tomorrow will be off to the DMV. Such exciting times....

PeacE

Sunday Is A Late Day

 Everything is late today. I slept in late. Blame the alcohol, and the late hour I was out until last night. Didn't win the money at the VFW, but the pot rolls again to next week. Always another chance. Afterwards, I went to a pub I had not been to in quite awhile. It's called 007's, up around 43rd Av and Union Hills (for those of you that know the Valley). Met my buddy J there, since he is not allowed at the regular place we used to go to... long story. We hung out for awhile before I declared I needed to go home.

So I slept in late. The Wife went to pick up lunch (late) as she didn't feel like making anything. She asked me where/what I wanted, and I said she could decide. Of course, she hates having to make decisions. So just before she left, I asked where she had decided, and she asked me again what I wanted, so I said Subway. Then she left. I have no idea where she is going, or what I will have for lunch. In some ways, that's interesting....

Going to spend most of the day doing screen time. I know I need to catch up on some of the shows/movies I have saved.

PeacE

Saturday, and No Sleeping In

 I woke this morning, and seeing the status of the light coming in the window, I guessed it was around 6am. Boy, was I wrong! I got up and went into the office, ready to start the day off with the weekly 'clan clash' in a game I play, and realized it is barely after 3am. Oh gee, I guess I will be going back to bed after awhile, but I am just not tired enough right now.

No clear plans for the weekend. May go up to the VFW for the Steak dinner tonight, then stay to try the raffle. The pot is around $13K I think. Last week, my brother said no one picked the "reset" or the the winning card, so it rolled again. It's getting closer to being won, or reset.

The front yard has gotten some growth - the wrong kind. After the rains of about a week ago, the weeds have started getting quite a bit higher than any of the actual grass. The Wife prefers to go out and pull them up before we mow, but I think this is quite time consuming, and there is enough out there, I believe just mowing them over for now is the best bet, just so no one complains about overgrowth to the City. Seems like there is always someone doing that, and we get a notice 3-4 times a year. I don't know if I can get Youngest to get up and help this morning, but really should be done. I tis hard for me to get out there with the push mower, and also do the trimming. Will see if it actually gets done today.

Welp, enough griping I guess, so I am going to go lay down and try for a couple more hours sleep.

PeacE

Hmmmm, What To Share Today ...

 ... I think not much, as I really have not had much going on.

I have another doctor appointment set for this coming Monday. Their office had called this past Monday to let me know the lab results for the 'heart markers' was in, and that the NP had wanted to schedule an earlier appointment than the 3-month check-up. So I am quite sure she is going to change up my blood pressure and cholesterol medications. Possibly adjust the diabetic meds as well, once she sees the log I have kept this past week. All the numbers are higher than normal, though offhand, I don't know why they would be. Stress? Not eating healthy(er?) I don't know....

The Company emailed me I think it was Tuesday. I think they were replying to the email I sent last week about being available for any project. They basically said they are slow on projects at this current time, but hopefully not for long, and would keep my status as available for the next one that starts. So, more of sitting around I guess. I have started looking into some other companies that do the same work-type, but haven't pursued anything yet.

It is Thirsty Thursday, so I am headed up to the pub, where I am sure I will meet up with my buddies, as is our usual Thursday thing.

PeacE

Super Toilet Bowl

 Yes, today is that one sporting event, where two football teams play against each other for bragging rights for a year. Pretty much a 'whoopee' from me, as my team, Washington, isn't in it this year. And to be honest, if they were, I don't know if I would be excited about it. Ever since they dropped 'Redskins' from the name, I have lost a lot of interest. I still cheer them on, as they are "my team" but it isn't the same. I don't know if I could love another team like I did my Redskins.

Either way, today I will be headed up to the bar my buddy owns, to spend the late afternoon and evening watching this wreck of a SB. Really? Usher for the halftime show? Seems like the past too many years it is some pop star, or crap rapper type show, and it just irritates me. I know, I know... they want the younger generations to get interested in the sport so they can make their billions. Sigh. At least the game time will be with friends, and we can talk versus watching that shit-show. I had invited my older boys (of age) but one has to work, and the other thinks he has caught some bug and wants to rest before returning to work. I joked that the Youngest (17) could go, and he said sure, but I don't think so.

I had to do some specific lab work a couple days after my appointment with the doctor last week. They were more specific to heart/circulation (how I have no clue) as she was concerned about the adema in my legs. Well, I saw Saturday I had a note on my chart, so I guess she wants me to schedule an appointment sooner than the 3-month check-up, to re-check my blood pressure log I keep at home (which I wasn't, but have been the past few days) and possibly change-up my BP meds. I suppose I should call early on in the week to schedule that appointment.

Yesterday was a nice day to visit the family in Tucson. Drove into a little rain on the way, though once down there, it cleared up pretty fast, though was still a bit chilly with the wind. Midday temps were about 50 degrees (I know that is nothing to some of you). We did an early dinner at Chilis, and headed home around 8, so made it home about 10pm. Wife called the Daughter, who said thanks for the visit. The SIL has been in Peru (the country) and isn't due back until this next Sunday (according to plan) and the Daughter said it was nice to have 'adult talk'.

I guess that is about all I have this morning. Time to find some breakfast...

PeacE

Friday Special

 Hmmmm, let's see what I have on mind today....

I'm chowing down on a pretty good salad. Wednesday, between the Wife's appointments, we had stopped at the grocery. The main goal was milk... by almost $90 later we were leaving. I had to use the restroom, so that meant we strolled through the produce section. I decided to get salad for my lunches the next few days (eating healthier, right?). They have all those pre-made salads, and the Wife noticed that many were marked down due to date of freshness. So we ended up with a handful of those as well. Then, since the milk was clear over on the other side of the store, there were some deals we came across that we couldn't pass up, like tortillas for $1.49. I love them... I spread Miracle Whip on it, a couple pieces of salami and roll them up. nice easy lunch. That meant we had to get lunch meat as well. You see how this is going.... Oh, but back to salad. One of the mark-downs was a $10 salad down to $4.50, and this thing is quite large. Plus it came with the add-ins of red peppers, eggs, cheese, cherry tomatoes and cucumbers. I'm nearly done with it, and I am stuffed!

Tomorrow we are headed to Tucson for the day. The SIL is in Peru (the country) for a couple weeks for work, and we thought we would go down and spend the day with the Daughter and Doodad. Which means I will miss the drawing for $12.5+ going on down at the VFW tomorrow night. But maybe my brother will win. Sunday afternoon I will be headed up to the bar my buddy owns to watch the game and maybe play some "squares". Maybe win.

Then Monday will be here. Yee. Haw.

PeacE

A Post Of Nothingness

 So Tuesday I had my doctor appointment. The Nurse Practioner was nice. We went over my current BP averages, and my glucose averages. She did a diabetic foot inspection. I mentioned an issue about my test strips and lancets being changed by the last NP, and I wanted them changed back, but I forgot to bring in examples so she would know what I am talking about. I have enough to get by until the next appointment (3 months). As she checked my breathing/heartbeat, she mentioned the heart murmur that has shown up off/on since I was a kid. Wanted to do an EKG, but saw I had one done last May and so was not needed again. Instead she wanted certain lab work related to the blood/heart done, so this morning I am headed up there in a bit to have that done. Hate having to fast for it, but it is what it is. Oh, and we are adjusting my diabetic meds a bit. Insurance will not cover a higher dosage of one of the pills, so we are lowering the mg amount, and doubling up on how many I take, to see if that will eb allowed by insurance. And it must, as I have a text from Walgreens to pick them up this morning.

The Youngest is wanting to play hooky from school today, I think. He 'missed his bus' and then complains of nausea, and asks if we have anything for it (I'm sure he knows we don't). Waiting to hear from the Wife what her decision is. The bus he misses often, and she drops him off on her way to work. So we will see...

I think that about covers the nothingness that is going on right now.

PeacE

Weekly Restart

 Monday has come once again, and I am back to twiddling my thumbs. First thing this morning I sent off the weekly email to the Company that I am available for any Project work that comes along. Then I figured I had nothing better to do, so started the "regular routine" of my blog reads, email checks, book sites, and game stuff I do. So a restart? No, I guess not really... just another day.

There are things I could do today... I need to get some food stuffs for lunches for me here at home. I think we are down to just ramen noodles, and though I like them, I don't think I wan to have them everyday for lunch - unless I had to do so. 

Tomorrow afternoon I see the doctor. I guess you would them my PCP, but it is a medical facility versus a doctors office, so this is the third doctor I have had since I started going there about 2 years ago. I know I need to get the newer doc to correct my prescription regarding the lancets and the test strips I use to check my glucose. The last several times (previous doc) changed it to a style I do not have, and is not compatible with my current reader. I am figuring the rest of the meds will stay the same.

PeacE

Saturday Ramblings

 This morning started out fairly nice. Slept in until about 8:30am, still feeling a lil groggy as I was out at the pub/VFW/bar with friends. Took the Wife and Youngest to Golden Corral for breakfast/brunch. I could not eat but a fraction of what I used to put back! I guess this 'smaller portions' I have been doing since the pre-colonoscopy has made a difference in the amount I eat... so the weight just keeps slowly dropping. I think since the first of the year, I am guessing lost about ten pounds. I know I need to put a couple new notches in my belt to keep my pants up. Reminds me I should check some of the older shorts I put back as were getting tight, and see if they fit better now.

Other than that, today is Clash day on the game I play with my brother. That'll be an on and off thing throughout the day. Then, depending on how hungry the Wife feels this afternoon, the VFW has a brisket dinner tonight we might attend. IF she doesn't want to go, then I will head up to play the raffle. Gotta try for 12K.

Tomorrow will likely end up being our lazy day.

PeacE

Weekly Recap (meaning, I got nothing really to share)

 It has truly been another boring week for me. I did go out a couple nights and hang out with friends, but mostly I just 'vegged out' in front of the computer.

I did finally hear from the Company, but it was a termination notice. I get them all the time. Seems if you are inactive for more than one payroll period, they consider you terminated. It doesn't disqualify from a re-hire, just clears the books for them I guess. If that project had started a couple weeks ago, this would not have arrived today.

My glucose and BP were in the good range today, and seem to have settled into a "normal range" for me. I do need to get up to Walgreens to pick up a recent refill, one that I actually need to take yet this morning. Then I may treat myself to breakfast at QT. Gotts love a 52 oz soda (I have the big mug) and a couple brats from the roller machine. Or maybe I'll just do Whataburger. Either way I have an hour or so until Walgreens opens.

No major plans this weekend. Saturday I know the Post is having brisket dinners for $20, so the Wife and I may do that, then stay for the raffle. It is over $12K right now.

PeacE

Well, At Least Someone Cares ....

 ... about my butthole. Aside from RM, another reader commented on yesterday's post. And yes, today I feel much better. Of course, I have not had a BM yet today, so no reason I shouldn't be feeling fine. But taking the laxative yesterday morning was a good thing through the day. I have an appointment with my PCP next week. If I am still having issues, I'll think about mentioning it. I sure as hell don't want anyone poking around my anus again.

I slept in late today - almost noon! Of course, last night I was out with a buddy I hadn't seen in awhile, and ended up not getting home until the wee hours of the morning. I had not been out that late in a long, long time, and do not want a repeat of it for even longer.

Youngest has a basketball the Band is playing at tonight, so he is staying after school today. Another friend wants to 'hang out' tonight - we usually do Thursdays, but he wants tonight. Don't know if I will make it. Though I have nothing on my agenda.

Still waiting for the Company to contact me for a project. Earlier this week I had emails from them to complete a "re-hire" test/exam regarding cybersecurity, which I did yesterday, even though I have not worked since last December. Weird.

Anyways, I am out of here...

PeacE

Tuesday It Is ...

 ... I did not do anything that made me feel like I accomplished anything yesterday. Well, I did go to the pub, and finished another book. So there, I did accomplish something.

Yesterday, I also took a crap. And my anus hurts. I know you really don't want to hear about my butt hurting, but it is a severe distraction. Since I had that colonoscopy, my anus hurts whenever I "make poopies". Most of the time, it is not severe, and usually dissipates after a couple hours of minor discomfort. Yesterday, not so much. The pain persevered even after drinking (sitting on very low-padded seat) so I took a stool softener and a few hours of sleep. In other words, I woke around 4:30am and was in pain!! I had no need to go, but tried without straining. With no success in that department, I wiped, then cleaned, the area, hoping for any relief. That all seemed to fail, so since I was awake, I jumped on the good ol' medical doctor (read as Google) and tried to diagnose after-effects and anal pain from colonoscopy, with no luck. Seems it is a condition that should only last a few days (some sites), not at all (other sites), and means there is something seriously wrong (I hurt so that must be it).

As I sat here and read through all the sites, well, at least the ones that mentioned/seemed to be about the symptoms I was experiencing, the pain gradually has faded. Just as if I had 'pooped' and that pain would fade over a few hours. Sigh. I am headed back to bed, as I am beat.

But before I go, I understand the importance of having a colonoscopy. Even though this time (my first) the doctor says I need to do it again in a year, because his 'cleansing regime' didn't "clean me out as well", I don't think I am doing it again unless there is a valid reason. Age just doesn't cut it. I'm hoping ina  year, this anal pain after every bowel movement has gone away.

Enough shit talking... go enjoy your day.

PeacE

Exciting Weekend - Not!

 This past weekend was just *so* exciting. I really didn't do much. Saturday, the Wife and I went and tried a new place out for breakfast. It is over at about 3rd St/Bell and was called Biscuits Cafe. It wasn't terrible. The prices are similar to Ronnie's (my favorite place) and the taste was fine. Staff was good, and luckily we got there shortly after 9am, because when we went to leave about 10, there was a line out the door. From there we did some "errands". We both needed to pick up prescriptions at Walgreen's, then headed west to the Discount grocery we like to shop at. This weekend they were doing a 'liquidation sale" in the parking lot. I strolled down the $2 aisle, and saw the typical "junk" and I found someplace to sit down. The Wife strolled the whole thing (took and hour) and thankfully didn't buy any junk to waste space at home. Maybe a couple Disney books and a small item from the shape of the bag. Then we proceeded to shop in the store (another hour). I was pretty beat by the time we were done and home. I rested for about an hour or so then headed to the VFW. That night the drawing was over $12,200 and no one won, so it rolls again.

Sunday we slept in a bit. Wife went to pick some Yogi's Grill for lunch (rice/meat platters) and I basically spent the afternoon playing around on the computer, or watching movies/shows. Finally into bed around midnight, and slept good. Up at 7am ready to get the day started, except that the Youngest missed his bus, and not sure if the Wife will drop him off on her way to work or if I need to get dressed and take him.

Today I definitely do not have much planned. No contact from the Company, so if something comes in the email today, it won't start before tomorrow (here's hoping). The main thing is to occupy myself so I don't sit here and snack on foods all day. Since the week of the colonoscopy, I'm guessing I'm down 7-10 pounds. I have been trying to force smaller portions, less snacking and more healthier ones if I do have any. Plus, I've cut back on the amount of drinking of alcohol. Didn't say stopped, just limiting myself. I've lost enough weight that my shirts are starting to feel a little bit big on me, and I need to put another hole in the belt, as my shorts like to start falling whenever I am walking or even just standing. Which reminds me I need to call and set up a doctors appointment for March.

Well, the Wife just left for work, and is dropping the Youngest at the school on her way, so no need for me to get dressed just yet (for public that is). I may surf a couple sites and go to bed for a nap.

PeacE

What Am I ABbe To Find ....

 ... to drag out of the dusty corners of my head to entertain you today. Right now, I pretty much have nothing. Last night I went to bed a little early, for me. The Middle Son did not show up, or call, that he had a change of plans I waited until about 7pm, then figured something else came up. You know how it is when you are young. But I was in bed by about 8:30pm, and slept until about 1am. Then up for a couple hours before being able to lie back down and fall asleep.

Welp, it is almost 9am, and I have a strong feeling I won't hear from the Company today. I might go down to the Post later. I don't know.

PeacE

Company is a Tease!

 Tuesday afternoon I received an email from the Company, informing of project slated to start on Wednesday. Of course I immediately replied that I was available for said project, and awaited the confirmation and information email they tend to send. Instead, Wednesday morning, another email from the Company arrived, stating the project was cancelled. No idea why. So they stated everyone selected were being put on Available status for the next upcoming project. Sigh, so no news there....

Aside from that circus, I have nothing else of interest going on in my life currently. This afternoon/evening, the Middle Son asked if I wanted to hang out with him. His words were something like 'I need some father/son time' so I am not complaining. I have no idea what his thoughts are: if he wants to grab some food or a soda, or a couple beers (he is legal age now).

Guess I should get over to the other blog and get a review written up for an ARC I finished reading a efw days ago...

PeacE

Whoops!

 Last week I had received an email from the HR department of the Company. Since I was hired back during the 'covid outbreak' back in 2020, they required only pictures of my identification to support the I-9 requirement of employment in the US. Since that time, the Government has changed the ruling to now require employers to verify the identification via physical inspection, or video call. So HR set up a meeting via Teams to verify my SS card and DL, for 9am this morning. I forgot all about it, and ended up waking around 9:30am. Whoops! I did send back a reply, explaining my lack of planning for the time of the meeting, and asked they set up another at their leisure. I see it all as a hassle, but if it let's me work, then get it done.

Nothing special happening today. The weather is cloudy with chances of rain, though it hasn't yet at least around my neighborhood. Supposed to continue into tomorrow as well. Youngest stayed home from school with headaches issues. He is like his mother, and for some reason (the barometric pressure?) they have bad headaches on overcast days. The Wife is prone to migraines, and I would not be surprised if that is an issue for the Youngest as well. The Wife called around 1pm, asking if I would be able/willing to pick up Youngest's girlfriend after her theater practice at school, and run her home. Mind, her mom is a teacher at the HS, and unfortunately was out sick today, so she has no ride home, which is around 10-15 miles from the school. So here in about an hour, the Youngest and I will go pick her up and run her home, fighting some rush hour traffic both ways I am sure. Yee. Haw. If the Wife hadn't asked it as a favor, I probably would not have done it.

No big plans for the week, just waiting for the Company to get me on a project.

PeacE

Last Words on the Subject

 Well, here it is two days later, and my stink hole doesn't hurt as much. SO we know things are healing are returning to their natural state. Sister texted me yesterday asking how the procedure went. we messaged a bit, then she looked up her last one, and realized it has been 5 years for her and that she is due this year for one. Talking to my brother last night, he thinks he had his done about the same time as sister, and will have to check if he is due for his. I'm going to wait for the test results, then decided if I even want to bother with it all again in a year.

We did get out to Ronnie's yesterday with the Youngest. Followed by a trip to Lowes to get the supplies I needed to fix the drain issue. Around noon they left to do their afternoon thing, and I realized the Wife had not told where the dremel drill was, so I didn't work on the shower. I need to get to it today, and looking at it last night, I really don't want to do this. I'm dreading getting halfway into it, and realizing the problem is much bigger than expected, and professionals need to be called in. Stress and worry. Maybe I'll blow it off another day....

The Wife and I made it down to the VFW last night. It was steak night and neither of us could finish our plates, so leftovers for today. Didn't win the raffle draw (up to $11, 835 now) so we headed back home.

Not much else to write about today.

PeacE

I Shit You Not ...

 ... Yesterday sucked. There is no other way to really describe it, than that phrase. I slept in until about 8:30am, got up, took only the BP meds (per doctors orders). I wasn't allowed to have anything else until after the procedure. I was scheduled for 12:30pm, so I knew I had to show up an hour before (according to what I was told last month before the reschedule). I was wrong. SO the Wife and I ended up there an hour earlier than needed...totally my fault. When they told me 12:30, it included the prior hour for prep. Sigh.

So I finally get called back. It turns out I am the last patient of the day. The nurse can't find a vein in my wrist for the IV (oh joy). It didn't hurt terribly, but it wasn't pleasant. Another nurse had to set the IV. Then I laid there for 20 minutes. Finally the anesthesiologist comes and wheels the bed back to the room. They have me lay on my side, position my arms such and such way, then he says "Nighty-Night", and that's it.

I wake up in recovery, immediately I can feel I was violated. My butthole is tender, and each time (even this morning) I "pucker" it, I can feel how I was violated. The doctor comes by, explains they removed 6 polyps (doesn't sound bad) and they will contact me in a week if the are benign or whatnot (reasonable). Then he mentions that the cleansing wasn't as good as it should have been (not my fault - I followed directions) and he wants me to repeat the colonoscopy in a year, at which time they want to double the dose of the cleansing drink. WTF?!? My sister had 13 polyps and she got a 5 year pass... now I have to do this in a year, and with more of the kool-aid?!? I'm not happy.

I dress and they rush me out the door, I had not even farted yet. Of course I was hungry, so we ended up at Subway to grab sandwiches to take home. I devoured mine - I mean, it was gone in moments. I wasn't supposed to drink alcohol for at least 24 hours, but after how the day went, I did go out to the pub for about 4 beers last night. Got some reading done.

Overall experience, the colonoscopy wasn't terrible. I think the doctor is a quack, and I am going to ask for a referral to another doctor. There is no reason to have to do another one in a year. Heck, I just may ignore it all and wait until I am ready. Did that before. Guess I should wait for the results in a week before I decide on a final answer....

Taking the Wife (and maybe Youngest) to Ronnie's this morning. The Wife and Youngest are then spending the afternoon and sometime with his girlfriend. I'm stuck fixing a leaking drain issue in our shower (I hope fixing is the right word).

PeacE

CdaC: The Final Countdown

 Today is the actual procedure. I'm a bit nervous about it, as I, in general, don't care for medical facilities, and just hate the thought of anything being done to my body while I am unconscious. Weird, right? Anyways, today's final instructions were to take ONLY my blood pressure meds, with just a sip of water, then nothing to eat/drink until after the procedure (which is at 12:30pm).

Yesterday wasn't as bad as I feared it could have been. Did the tablets at noon, started drinking the special kool-aid at 4, and the last couple tablets about 8. Yes, there were several trips to the bathroom, but it wasn't as explosive, and all consuming of my time, like I imagined. I did have a hard time getting to sleep, between a couple trips late at night, and the fact I was actually starting to feel pretty hungry. This morning, I slept in to try to avoid as much of the hunger pangs as I can, but already they have started. I'm thinking the Chinese buffet for lunch.... or Subway ... or salad somewhere. I don't know, so much sounds so good right now.

I've got about 2 1/2 hours to kill before I need to be there. I'm going to go try to occupy my mind that I am not thinking about food.

PeacE

CdaC: Part III (Or T-Minus One Day)

 Today's instructions from the doctor regarding the procedure, are the longest ones of all.

1. Begin a CLEAR, LIQUID Diet, NO SOLID FOOD all day. Drink at least  8 glasses of water to not dehydrate.

2. At 12 noon, take 4 Dulcolax tablets. Mix 64 oz. of liquid with 8.3 oz Miralax and refrigerate (do not add ice).

3. Between 4 and 5 pm, drink an 8 oz glass of the mixture. Every 15 minutes, drink an 8 oz glass until the mixture is gone.

4. At 7:30pm, take 2 more Dulcolax tablets.

I paraphrased that, as the way it reads it is much longer and speaks of possible side effects of drinking the mixture (feet may get cold). Then the reading goes on to say what is considered a 'clear liquid' and what is not. Mostly I cannot have red/purple drink, alcohol, dairy products (no ice cream, damn),noodles or vegetables in soup, pulp in juices, and liquid I cannot see through. I can have Gatorade (or similar, carbonated drinks (I got soda yesterday),coffee/tea (though I can't see through it?),strained juices (no pulp) Jell-o (no red/purple), and clear broth/bouillon.

They make so many specific things one can/cannot have, then contradict themselves in a way... No liquids you cannot see through, yet can have sodas, and tea/coffee. Ok to have broth (like beef) but does one 'see through' it? I dunno. Either way, it's what I have for today. The fun times start after the 4 tablets at noon, I am guessing, except they are about 6 1/2 hours late. I woke about 5:30 this morning, already making a beeline for the bathroom. So far, the only injury is a bit of my pride when I admit I am down one pair of underwear for the day already....

The hardest part will be tomorrow. Once I awake, I can only have a sip of water to wash down my BP meds (no other meds) and then absolutely nothing until after the procedure (scheduled for 12:30 pm). I'm already thinking of what I want to eat afterwards (Subway? Salad? Ice Cream?). After lunch will be a stop at Lowe's for some supplies. The stand-up shower in our back bathroom developed a leak from the side of the tub basin. After some extensive research yesterday, I figured out it is regarding the drain - either the seal or the washer seal. I'll replace both, as it looks fairly simple - maybe 30 minutes to complete. Then will leaves towels down on the floor to soak up seepage for a day before re-caulking the edge between basin and floor. Hopefully that will al go smooth and be able to shower in there again by Sunday (allowing dry-time).

The Middle Son decided to get his horizontal license (showing he is not under 21 years) and had told me about two weeks ago to expect it in the mail. It cam the other day, so I let him know. Yesterday he :messaged that he would stop by this morning after his work (about 7:30am) to get it, and asked if I would like to go out and have breakfast with him. I groaned. The one time he asks Dad to go out to eat, I am on a liquid diet. I explained to him, and he offered for another time then. But he is still coming by and we can visit for a bit at least.

Well, I guess that is all I have for today. Maybe tomorrow's update prior to the procedure will have some funny tale(s) about mishaps of not making the bathroom in time, or some other thing happening.

PeacE

CdaC: Two Days Prior

 There are no instructions specific to this day. I'm guessing the instructions from yesterday carry over to today. So no nuts, seeds, etc - and no red meat. I ended up having the leftover mashed potatoes, and nibbled on some tortilla chips for supper. I really wasn't hungry for much more than that. Of course, I drank probably about 4-5 quarts of water throughout the day as well, so that may have contributed to not being as hungry. Thursday will be the fun day - that's when I take all the pills/mixtures and spend the day near a toilet. Not looking forward to that day, but it will be here in 24 hours.

Later this morning when stores open, I am going to run up to the closest Dollar Tree and see if I can find some juice to mix in with the Miralax (per instructions). Supposed to mix the junk with 64 ounces of fluid (non-red/purple) and I am thinking maybe apple juice, though the thought of a Gatorade/Powerade type drink might be better for all the fluids/solids I will be crapping out. Not sure what I am going to do, except maybe some price comparison and see if they are close in cost or not.

Other than that, no plans today.

PeacE

CdaC: Countdown to a Clean Colon (Part II)

 I'm writing this one late the night before, just so RM can catch up on what is going on, and also because I am awake. I have been tired much of the day (not related to eating habits, etc) mostly from the lack of sleep the night prior. So I was in bed by 7'ish this evening, but then awake again around 9:30, and I know it will be at least a couple hours before I should try to sleep again. So, let's move on to the next step for Tuesday.... Edit: I laid back down about 11, but no sleep, so back up at 1am. It's now 4am, and I going to try for at least a 2-3 hour nap....

Three (3) days before your colonoscopy: Begin a light diet. Stop eating all nuts, seeds, popcorn, and red meat. Oh geez, this one is a bad one. No major problem with any of the things to stop eating - except the red meat. I'm going to cheat first thing in the morning though. Edit: I did eat it int he morning...about 2am. I always have to eat something when I take my meds, so I'm finishing off the meatloaf (Edit: Nope. Probably be the mashed potatoes) then I'll stop red meat. I saved the mashed potatoes from the other night, so I would have some soft food (other than Ramen and broth) so that will be lunch. This period is actually covering two (2) days of time, as the next instruction will be for the day prior.

Let's see if I can get through Tuesday....

PeacE

Pre-Sleep Rambling Thoughts ...

 ... about today's post kept me awake part of the night. Well, maybe it wasn't *just* post thoughts, as my mind was running hamster wheel circuits at 100 mph it seemed like, and my neck muscles kept tensing up every time I thought about anything. So yeah, it was the early hours of the morning before I was able to get some sleep. One of those nights where a shot of Jack Daniels would have helped 'knock me out' would have been very welcome.

This week brings on the biggest medical 'procedure' I have had to have completed, in a very long time. The wonderful colonoscopy is scheduled for Friday (second time around). First time I came down with something ... but the day before, I was still running a fever so called in to re-schedule. And here we are. So today starts the format they outlined for me, to cleanse the colon of anything, and probably everything, prior to the procedure. I'm calling it, Cleaning da Colon (CdaC) and we have a countdown!

Four (4) days prior to your procedure, stop taking these medications. The list isn't long: aspirin, blood thinners (specific 'scrips listed), iron meds/supplements including vitamins. So today is this step one, and it really doesn't affect me much. Sounds like I can't take Ibuprofen/Acetaminophen for any daily aches/pains, and I guess quit taking the Centrum Silver (for men over 50) as I am sure there is some kind of iron in the vitamin. I like those though, as they are in a "gummy bear-type" format. So all my regular prescriptions I am taking today. The best part, is the food restrictions do not start today...

Yesterday, I decided that the Wife and I were going out to lunch. The Youngest had gone to a "sleep-over" at a friend's on Saturday, and wouldn't be home until Sunday afternoon. So I said I would go to church with the Wife (OMG! Did you see that lightning blast that came out of the sky and almost hit me that morning?!?!) then we were going over to Chino Banditos for lunch. This place has, I don't know how to describe it, but like a mix of Mexican and Chinese foods. I enjoy the Jerk Chicken, Apollo Diablo, jerked rice, and black beans combo - probably the hottest mix you can get. Afterwards we hit the Winco next to it, grabbed some sodas, milk and a couple other things needed. Back home we just relaxed the rest of the day pretty much. The Wife asked if I had any requests for dinner (I didn't) and yet she still ended up making meatloaf, since the red meat is off the diet in the next day or so. But today, I am eating the leftovers for lunch (I got bread...maybe meatloaf sandwiches!).

Alrighty, then. I'm off to see what else is going to happen today...

PeacE

Saturday Do-Nothings

 I got up just before 7am today, just to start at the right time in the game I play where we have an all-day 4-way battle. I died pretty quick, and while resurrecting, went back to bed until 10. I have been back on and did what I could before dying, and will be doing this most of the day.

The Wife went off for her eye exam this morning. She had somehow broken the ear protection off her current pair, needed a new exam anyways. She always puts it off until she HAS TO, which I do with doctors as well, but still.... Hoping she will pick up some lunch on her way home.

No plans for the weekend. Thought about seeing if I can get the Wife to go up to the Post with me tonight, but remembered there is no dinner there tonight. Next week is steak night.

Monday starts my cleansing of the colon. Easy foods the first three days, then on day four the meds to crap all day. Friday will be the appointment, and I am already wishing this was over.

PeacE

Well, That Didn't Work....

 I believe it was the Saturday prior to New Years, that I contact the Wounded Paws organization via their website, in regards donating my old Dodge Charger (not running) to get it out of the driveway. Thanks to some A-hole reporting to the City that we have an 'inoperable vehicle on the property', I had no choice. Even though it was perfectly parked on the driveway... other nosy people. Anyways, It has been over a week and I have not been contacted in any form from Wounded Paws. I was a bit surprised, as having used this organization before, we had what I considered good, quick service. Well, I don't have much choice due to the City probably sending me another notice, so I went to the old stand-by, KArs4Kids.org. Not even five minutes after completing the info on the website, I had two emails telling me the name of the tow company that would be calling within 24 hours. Efficient!

Youngest is finishing up the time off from school for the holidays. They are calling today an In-Service day for teachers, and he returns to regular schedule tomorrow.

Wow, just got a text from the tow company. Pick up scheduled for tomorrow, as long as I send them front/back copies of title. Nice! And confirmation scans were received, and on track for pick up tomorrow morning. One good thing happening this year....

Last Thursday I had fallen (lost my balance I guess) and ended up slicing a nickel-sized piece of the outside big toe on the right foot. I think my foot kicked up as I fell, and caught the underside of the wheel-base of one of the office chairs - not sure though. I have had it bandaged the past couple days, and it is quite sore. Today is the first day I am going without a bandage, though the new skin patch is sensitive. I'll be limping funnier than usual for a few days I am sure.

The Wife and I had a nice lunch out yesterday. It wasn't for anything special. Youngest and his girlfriend went out to a movie, so we went to Chili's (nothing fancy). I did my usual fajitas, and I was craving the chips and salsa (no idea why). Afterwards, we were going to go to Dollar Tree to see if they had tortilla chips, for my salsa at home, but the BM boss said no, and I had to rush home to use the facilities. TMI, right?

Nothing more to add now....

PeacE

Debating Good or Bad Starts

 Welcome to 4am on January 3rd o the new year of 2024. I've been up a couple hours, and I see no going back to sleep in the next few hours. Maybe a late morning nap, but who knows with the calls I need to make today.

Has this year started off as 'good' or 'bad' I am not quite sure if I can make that determination yet. Day One was good, I thought. had a nice lunch with RM, PT, my Sister and the BIL. Went to the pub after that, and got some reading time completed (finished book 1 of the year). Day Two goes into the bad column. I woke when the Wife got up, and just felt BLEH. Not sick, just ... empty? Fuzzy? Disconnected? I ended up back in bed, and slept until about 11am. Felt a little hungry so had some leftover cole slaw from the day before. That didn't sit right and came back up. A couple hours I ate a rib from the day before and felt okay. Afternoon nap. In bed by 8pm (was falling asleep sitting at the computer). Totally explains being up at 2am today.

Today is Day Three, and I need to call the City regarding the notice they sent. I need more time than the ten days from date of the letter (12/22). I have gotten all the documentation needed, and the information given to the donation agency, just awaiting their call to confirm and schedule pick-up. They didn't call yesterday, and with the holidays just finishing taking place, I don't know how long it will be ( a day? a few days?) before they get caught up and call. But I don't want fined from the City whilst waiting. 

Nothing heard from the Company, but I also did not send my weekly email about being available. I may wait a couple more weeks, since the colonoscopy will be then.

Hmmm, just remembered I need to call the Doctor's at some point here soon to set up an appointment for March (if I can). I don't understand how a doctor's office cannot set an appointment 4 months out, just because of the new year. That's what happened here. Something about the new software system they were implementing wouldn't allow them to set an appt after December 31st. Weird.

Welp, I managed to kill about 15 minutes writing here. Going to be a long day I think....

PeacE

Hey 2024 - Resolutions, Restarts, and That's Just Dumb

 Well, this year started off with a small kiss with the Wife as midnight hit, then it was off to bed. The Wife's 1st alarm had me awake at 6am, and not being able to go back to sleep, I find myself at the computer. So it is Day One of this new calendar year, and we all know folks that are starting a New Year Resolution. I don't care what it is - quit some bad habit, start a good habit, whatever - it is a retarded idea. I know in years past I have voiced my opinion about resolutions and restarts. Want to change something, do it now. It doesn't have to be on a certain date.

I did go out to the pub yesterday. I stayed until 10pm, then started home. I went through McD's drive-thru to get supper, and spent the next 35 minutes slowly creeping up to the window, only to get a Dr Pepper (yuck) instead of coke. They got the food order right. So now, I don't know why, but I am craving cola this morning. Ice cold Coke just is so mouth watering... I may have to get dressed and run up to QT for one.

Lunch today at my Sister's. No idea if my Brother is going to go. I planned to pick up-drop off but he texted yesterday he was not feeling well. I kind of hopes he doesn't go, as I don't really want to do the extra driving. Will find out later this morning.

Welp, I may try to get some more sleep.

PeacE