At the End of the Day ....

 Today I am sure many are just trying to get through it. Some of us have to work, and even may get off early. Others are on vacation still. Others are out of work due to business closures, or other reasons. Some are just looking forward for a chance to get stupid drunk tonight. Myself? I am working. Finally a project got started and I will be working not only today, but tomorrow as well. I have no problems working tomorrow since I work from home, and I would probably be doing nothing of importance anyways.

Today, and tomorrow, many people are going to be thinking about resolutions for the new year. I have posted about them before - probably almost every year - but the past several I gave up o making any. RM mentioned around Christmas that I "had a phrase" I would use in regards to resolutions, but I could not think of what it was, and couldn't find it in previous posts about this time of year. Either way, I truly believe that resolutions are nothing more than wishful fantasies and fantastical lies we try to convince ourselves to make ourselves better. I am sure it works for some people. I guess it is in how "big" you wish for. I won't be making any resolutions.

For the first time in many years, my family is going out tonight. We are getting together with a small group of friends (of mine) and even the youngest Son will have someone close in age to hang out with. Yeah, I'll probably have a few drinks, as the Wife will be able to drive home. It won't be tremendously late after midnight, as I do have to work tomorrow.

Tomorrow starts a new year. I have seen memes stating to say it this way - 2020 won - but by making to tomorrow, evidently it didn't.

I need to get ready to get working. Enjoy your day. See you next year.

PeacE

A Day Closer to the Eve of the Bad Year

 2020

I am sure for years to come, at least a handful, people are going to talk about this year. Like the Great Blizzard in '78 in (whatever state) stories we hear on occasion. I've been thinking about this past year the last couple of days, and trying to determine was there any good things that came from it.

I started a new job. Granted, due to quarantine it was months later than expected, but also because, it has made it possible to work from home versus driving halfway across town. Which brings us to the car. If I were traveling to/from work, it could have broken down on the freeway. I would have been in dire need of some transportation at a time we probably could not have afforded it. That's a good positive.

I was able to have more time with the boys, those that lived at home, during the year. Maybe not like "quality time", but time none the less.

As of today, I sold our old house. Though the Close of Sale doesn't happen until next year, it's a positive for us.

No one near and dear to me has passed away from Covid ... another positive.

Financially, things for us have gotten a little better. Not a lottery big winner, but still enough to let us breath a bit more easily. Positive again.

The oldest Son's car started the path to falling apart, and yesterday we were able to find a good deal on a used vehicle for him. His old car is ready for me to call Kars for Kids to donate it. Positive again.

Sure there were some negative points, but I try not to dwell on them. I went "stir crazy" quite a few times over the time at home. Days of pent-up frustration from not being able to go anywhere, or do anything out in the world. Anger at how the Government on any level, was handling the epidemic. Heck, I still have that frustration going.

Is 2021 going to be a better year? I don't know. The saying is it is what you make of it. I am sure we all want to make it be a good year, but I know, there has to be some bad things, so that you know you have good things.

Maudlin thoughts today.... Tomorrow should be interesting.

PeacE

Getting In That Last Shot

This past year is considered by many to be a bad year. For most, I am sure that 2020 bringing us the Covid-19 quarantines, and shut-downs of businesses, was the worst of it. I am sure there are others that had it worse, those that lost loved ones from illness - Covid related or not - because it seems that anytime anyone was sick, or died, it was Covid related. The Wife was tested positive for it back in April, and only spent about a week and a half at home feeling flu-like symptoms. Yes, I'm thankful. Though, in my head I still believe she just had a version of the flu, versus it truly being Covid. But the "required" preventions of self-isolation for 14 days were taken.

So talking about how it has been such a crappy year, 2020 decided to get one on me before closing out. Due to the all the "extra" eating between holiday meals, and some of the goodies I got for Christmas, yesterday I had a "sour stomach". you know the one. When you burp, they are stinky burps, giving you a heads up that you are going to have a sick tummy, and probably a case of the backyard trots. Uh-huh. I did. Bad enough that I skipped dinner out with the Daughter and family. This morning as the alarm went off and I got up for the day, I did a little self-check. Yeah, tummy feels better. Good! Went to the bathroom to empty the bladder accumulation of the night, passed some air.....and a little more. Yeah, I crapped my pants. Though I feel better, there is evidently some remaining issues to resolve...so maybe some Immodium AD this morning. I would say Pepto, but that always makes me throw up.

Now, got a clean change on, and waiting at the computer for some work. I did receive an email from the employer around midday yesterday. Basically, it said the project I was on is now finished (really?) and they have several new projects starting this week and next. Be sure to let Recruiting now your availability status. So I sent off an email to them, letting them know I am ready and waiting. Then sat there pretty much all day, waiting for nothing. This morning I still sit here and wait. If nothing comes in by noon, I'm calling the Son early and we will go look at cars.

Which is what I am spending my morning doing. I found a location of a used car sales place, and am going through the car inventory to see if we should even stop at the location nearest us. At least see what they have. Hopefully it will narrow the hunt down. If I can get out early enough, we should be able to get it all taken care of today as well. Getting to the bank for the cashiers check will be the timely thing, as they have been closing early since last spring.

The BIL and Sis are taking a look at the old house this morning, since I gave them a chance to do the last counter for the sale. I don't think they can match what the first offer was, and in ways I hope they don't. Then again, they may feel because I am family they "have to" and then will have eat any profit they could make. I don't care. I'm going with who gives me the most. We aren't hiding any of the facts about as-is and fixer-upper needs that the house shows. What's that saying... caveat emptor, I think?

Well, nothing to ramble on about this morning so I shall get back to looking at cars.

PeacE

Finishing Out the Year

 The last week of 2020 is here, and like the most of this past year, it is going to be a complicated one.

I got out of bed at my regular working time, and logged into the computer. The last project had finished up on Thursday, and no word of a new project has come in my emails. I double-checked our work Teams, the work email, my personal email.... nothing. So I presume I will be sitting here this morning, just waiting for some kind of information about work to come along. It is somewhat frustrating with these smaller projects, the time delays in getting people 'switched' from project to project, and the time hours lost when having to wait on the new information to com. Out of four days work last week, I only logged 22 hours. Fortunately, our finances currently are okay, and it doesn't hurt us, but still - it is irritating for me, and what of those that require those hours for their means?

Saturday night, I received a video from the oldest Son, of him sitting in his car, turning the steering wheel, and hearing some kind of clunking noise. Last week he had a tire go flat, to find out that the indie edge of the tire had worn to the wires. Obvious as alignment issue. Which frustrated us, as he had that alignment done about 2 1/2 years ago. It should not have been that bad. The other side is worn, but not as badly. The talk was we would help him get a new tire, so he isn't driving on that little donut spare. But now this new issue.... I got up Sunday morning and drove over, to see if I could help narrow down what the issue was - I was thinking CV Boot. I couldn't figure it out. The noise was loudest in side the car, almost like something catching on the steering column housing.... but couldn't define what. To me, it had nothing to do with the cv joint. No issues driving, he said, except when turning very sharply, it sometimes sounded like the tire was rubbing the wheel-well.

This car has been somewhat of a sore spot for the past few years. When this Son graduated, we were trying to find an affordable car for him, and my Brother had this one available. They asked more than I really wanted to pay, but it was family, and was the bluebook price (because his wife is a bitch and wouldn't even lower for family). Either way, had several small scratches, and small dents, but it worked. Within the first couple days we noticed the transmission didn't like to shift into the final gear when driving. That has lasted the several years (about 4+) he has had it. Then there were the three hit and runs on it (not his fault - and never caught) that left other small injuries to the body of the car. He has had it in the shop a couple times (alignment for one, forget the other). In the past couple weeks, he has had a window motor/mechanism fail, and has not been able to get it fixed yet. Like the Son, I am frustrated, and feel his anger and want to rid himself of it, and find another. But who can afford that?

Christmas Day I had told him that the Wife and I would help him financially with finding another car. Now with the new issues, he and I are planning on going to look at some cars tomorrow afternoon to see if we can find something. RM if you are praying, throw a good word in for us. I am hoping to find something under $10K that will last him a good 7-10 years. Friends of mine say I shouldn't help him financially, that he needs to learn to solve his own problems as he is an adult. To a degree I feel that way as well, but having had to go through many of life's problems that way, and having help a few of those times, if I have the means, to help at least a little, I will.

New Years Eve and Day are this week. My friend J wants to have a get-together at his place on the Eve. I don't know. The past several years I haven't gone out on those nights, sober or otherwise, to avoid the amateur drinkers out on the road. He only live s a couple miles from me, but still I am leery. Of course I would invite the Wife (who would DD for me) and there are hopefully going to be other couples there as well. I suppose I will check with him to see how many other s have committed to being there.

And that brings us to the issue of resolutions. Which we will address another day.

PeacE

Another Holiday Done With

 Ahhhh.... the Eve of Christmas, and it has finally reached it's closing hour. I say hour, because I don't think I will last much longer than that from now before I will find myself in bed fast asleep.

Overall, though a tiring day, it was filled with happiness, food, and fun. We made it to the Sons' place, and all the kids enjoyed the saran-wrapped stocking game. When asked if we should do that instead of stockings, they were excitedly saying yes. It has made the new family traditional thing to do now. The Wife had even made a small one for Doodad to undue herself, which she did with glee, mimicking the others about flinging it around trying to get the saranwrap to come undone. The Wife had another game the kids played before we settled into doing the gifts. I believe everyone really enjoyed what was received, and even I was surprised by a couple things I was given. All said, a couple nice light jackets, a new desk chair, and good food/snacks were some of the highlights I received.

Then it was a small exodus of all us driving to RM's, for yet more gifts to be given, followed by a nice ham dinner, including cole slaw (which, because I am the favorite, RM made for me), and other goodies. Followed that up with some pies - I admit I had two pieces. Much food was sent home amongst several members of our group. I got a pie, too! We have finally made it home, unloaded the vehicle, and am finally able to relax a little. I know I still need to unpack my bag of goodies, but at this point, I think it can wait. Except maybe the puzzle book I got. I want to check that out.

Yes. Truly a good day in my opinion. Spent time with all my kids, and my Doodad, and my parents. Hope yours was as good!

PeacE

Ah, Crap! It's Here....

 Merry Christmas, and all that other sappy seasonal greeting crap. Now that that is out of the way, I can get back to the boring content.

Every Christmas I think back to the years when the kids were little. how the Wife would be up until 2am most Eves, wrapping presents, and dealing with my griping because I was tired and wanted to go to bed. Then the waking up at 7am, or earlier some years, to bring the presents out to the tree (had pets, who liked to rip into things, so kept them put up til morning of). Then there was the token "WAKE UP"? call through the house, and the mugs of hot cocoa (not me, I had coffee) made for everyone before settling down to do our family time of opening gifts. Those were good memories. But now, I really prefer being able to sleep in, somewhat. I woke a bit before 6am this morning, and napped til about 8. Then decided it wasn't worth laying in bed anymore, and got up. With only the youngest in the house, there won't be a family Christmas morning, and those days may be gone now.

We are moving our Family Christmas to the Sons' apartment this year, and to the early afternoon, to allow time for the Daughter and family to arrive from out of town. Our house is just too cluttered still from moving stuff out of the old home, and still not having much time to go through and "get rid of" stuff hoarded here before us. What is nice, though, is the old house is now ready to be sold. In fact, we had one company over yesterday to do a basic walk-thru, and received an offer. Another is scheduled for Monday, and both companies are aware that we are entertaining another offer. Then I will contact my Sis, and give them a last chance to counter (which, I am not sure they will be able to do so) then move forward with the best offer. It'll be nice to get that money-pit out of our lives. It will also be nice to have the money so I can finally get a new vehicle.

The Wife has a couple things to finish up this morning, mainly labeling the gifts (she wrapped/tagged/bagged per person last night). Then she will move on to a new tradition we started last year - the Stocking Ball. The one with toys/candy/etc wrapped up in a huge saranwrap ball shape, that they take turns with oven mitts on to open, while next person rolls for doubles. The kids all enjoyed it last year, and so we will do it again. Cheaper/easier than individual stockings! Then we will load up the van and head to the Sons'.

Anyways, hope y'all are enjoying the day!

PeacE

Bah, Humbug!

 Yes. I openly admit I am a Scrooge when it comes to Christmas. I hate the commercialization this holiday has become, and the 'requirements' that society expects people to do (give gifts, decorate, be of good cheer, etc). I do admit to liking any reason to get the kids all together, even if it is only for a few hours. Wish it didn't have to be a holiday to have that happen, but it is what it is.

It is Christmas Eve, and I have finished up wrapping what few presents I had amassed. I had most of the afternoon to accomplish this task, since the work project pretty much ended around 3pm. It was supposed to last a week.... that didn't happen. Add in the delays in getting on projects this week, I ended up with just under three days worth of work. Glad I don't have to live paycheck to paycheck! So presents are sitting off beside me here, waiting for the Wife to finish up whatever she needs to finish in the bedroom, and then they will get sorted into bags/boxes for what stop(s) we are doing tomorrow. Thankfully, this year we are down to two. Early afternoon we will be going to the Sons' apartment, where the Daughter's family will meet us, and do our family Christmas. Then I think it was like 5-6 in the evening will be going to RM's for Christmas with them, and dinner. I know I am going to be pretty worn out by tomorrow night, but at least there are fewer places we have to divide our time at.

No idea how I am going to entertain myself this evening. Not really in the mood for Netflix. Nor Warcraft. The middle Son is supposed to be coming by at some point tonight to help the Wife with something - I forget what. Guess I'll go find something to do rather than just sit here and stare at the screen.

PeacE

All Wrapped Up - Heh! I Wish

 The last couple days have been a bit frustrating. Monday, five hours into the workday, things came to a halt. They were going to check about a new project to switch us to, and asked us to wait 15 minutes, then go ahead and log off, but to watch our personal emails for information - what new project, and when to start it, etc. So, I waited online, doing nothing, for about a half hour, and no new information came along. I posted in chat that since it had been about 30 mins, I was going to log off and watch for an email with the info, then I logged off. And I waited. Around 3pm, my regular log off time, I decided there was no new project today, and I went out. A friend was in town for another friend's wedding, and we went to hang out for the evening. So yesterday, it was no surprise I slept in a little. Rolling out of bed near 10am, I still had not received an email about a new project. I went and logged in to the chat we use, to find out they had started the new project the afternoon before, about 3:30pm, and had me assigned to it, so I jumped into work mode and was able to still get my 8 hours in for the day. But I am a bit ticked they never contacted me about it. I would have started earlier than 10 am.

Sigh. It is what it is. 

I had planned to work my regular schedule yesterday, then start wrapping the gifts that I have gotten for others, but that didn't happen due to the above screw-up. By 6pm I was not in the mood to wrap, and instead too the Wife and Youngest out for dinner. So guess what I have on the agenda to do tonight? Not looking forward to it. I just don't wrap well. If gift bags weren't so expensive, I would use them like crazy! Or, as my brother likes to do, just leave them in the plastic bag you brought it home from the store in.... He will be teased about that for many more years!

Looks like we will be doing Christmas at the Sons' apartment this year. Still too many boxes of stuff around to get any room here. Though, as of last night the Wife had not given up yet. She spent most of the day wrapping presents (OMG!! Before 2am on Christmas Eve?!?!?!) which she NEVER has done before. I'm glad the majority of it has been done now. 

Looks like I will have a full day of work today (I hope) and tomorrow, who knows. They hinted yesterday there may be shorter available hours tomorrow, as Project and Team leaders will probably want to get home earlier to the families being the holiday Eve. Great. But maybe weekend hours will be available so I can get as much as I can done. We will see....

PeacE

Edit: So work.... sigh. I logged in ready to go this morning, and yesterday's project is done, moving to a new one, but not until 10 am - so is that three hours away? Or only one? Sigh. This company's lack of proper use of time zone information is frustrating at times. 

Second Edit: Someone was smart (finally) and put up the time zone. So now three hours of possible work time wasted, that *I* will have to find a way to make up. Sigh. I want to go back to the longer projects that we spend weeks doing.....

The Great Convergence

 I have seen many posts about it on Facebook, about the converging  alignment (or something-or-other) of the planets Jupiter and Saturn, that is supposed to happen today. More specifically, at duck, in the SE direction (?)I believe. In fact, this morning I saw a LIVE  Youtube feed recording the planets thru some high  telescopes so people could watch them align while doing something else. Supposedly, this is 2 of the three planets that aligned, and reflected the sunlight in such a way, it was considered the biblical Eastern Star that the three wise men followed to find the baby Jesus. Today, it is only 2 planets, and it supposedly hasn't happened since like 1292. I don't have time to see what major historical event may have happened that year, but wonder about this year. Already hearing theories, of why it is happening this year, based on current events, and many suppisitions of what it will foretell.

I think it means I will be working and doing what I need to do.

Got to spend some time with D00dad yesterday before they returned to their home. They will be back up Friday for the holiday, though I am still trying to figure out what times to be where. They only Christmas meet-up on hold it seems is our family one. We may end up doing it like RM does, though, there is only one family we would have to do separate. I don't know yet. Guess I will talk to the Wife whenever she gets her ass out of bed today... maybe before 10.

Time to start getting ready for work, though it is an hour away. That means the morning drink, a pop tart and probably a smoke.

PeacE

Waiting on a Woman

 Today's post title is a song title as well. A song sung by Brad Paisley, a country/Western singer, that has quite a few songs out that I enjoy. Some are humorous songs, and others are serious. This one is a little of both. I particularly like the video that was done for this song as it portrays Brad as the young man, and Andy Griffith as the older gentleman. I'll try to post the video at the end.

But there I was yesterday, just waiting on a woman. A young woman, about three years old. I was hoping that the Daughter and Doodad would show up prior to going to RM's house for Christmas baking, but that didn't happen. The oldest Son showed up close to 3pm to pick up the youngest, and get directions. Then it was just the Wife and I until about 10pm. I don't know when they finished the "Baking with Grandma" night, but it was late (to me) when they got back to our house.

I guess there was some driving around looking at Christmas lights involved (I heard). I wasn't angry, just tired, as I was up past my bedtime a little. I had been fighting falling asleep the last hour or so. But I finally got to see my Doodad! Of course, she was being the silly little girl she is and wouldn't give me loves. I finally got a hug from her after the Wife had seen I was going to bed (they were still here in the other room talking). They are heading back home today sometime, so I am hoping to see them for a bit today prior to their departure. Will hope to find out their plans for Christmas, so we can make plans accordingly.

Christmas is this week. That means it is going to be a week of crap. I need to work at least the four days before. No biggee. Need to wrap this week. Figure what I am going to do for that last present for the Wife. Fun. Anyways, here's that video..... RM make sure you watch and listen!

PeacE

Aches, Pains, Cold , and Goals

 It has been mentioned here before, about how achy I get in the joints, especially since it has finally started turning a bit more to the chilly side here in AZ. According to my phone, 10 minutes ago it was 40 degrees, which I consider slightly chill. I definitely would put on a light jacket to go outside. The bad knee has been acting worse than normal... of course, I "popped" something in it last weekend. It was weird. Often my knees pop - like popping knuckles - when I stand after sitting for awhile, but this time it was different. I was putting on shoes and socks, had my foot up on the opposite knee, and leaned forward slightly. Suddenly there was a "pop" noise and a sharp pain on the backside of the knee. My first thought was the knee had finally broken/given way...or a bone separated from the joint. Those thoughts turned to possibly a tendon tear/rip. I asked the Wife what she thought (her being a PT) and she could not determine any damage. I was walking on it, with only a small reminder of the pain when I twist/turn the lower leg in a certain direction. Still giving me issues this morning, but not as bad as earlier in the week, so I am guessing it is healing, or my body is just adjusting to it.

Rm caught it yesterday. But I hit my Goodreads.com goal of reading at least 175 books this year. As of right now I am at 177, and I might get one more finished prior to the end of year. I have a feeling that next year that number will be lower. With me working now, the time to read has gone a bit to the side, as I try not to spend too much time out at the pubs - where I did quite a bit of reading. I just find it hard to get in the reading mode at home, where there are other distractions and requirements of my time. Maybe some century when we have gotten through the 40 years of hoarding the MIL did, and get our stuff unpacked and put away, I'll be able to create me a reading niche at home. It's nice to dream sometimes.

My sleeping has been better the past month. Most nights I can get to bed around 9pm, and sleep through 6am without too much effort. I still wake a few times during the night, but am able to roll over and go back to sleep. In fact last night, I was asleep by 10pm and slept through until 8am this morning, when the bladder decided there was no more time to be ignored. Damn bladder.

PeacE

Finishing Up the Workday

 I just "got off" work about 30 minutes ago. It is so nice to be able to work eight hours between 7am-7pm M-F... take a lunch or whatever, whenever, as long as eight hours of work is done. I prefer to just work it straight, and as early as I can. Though, some days (after going to the pub with my buddies) I start a little later. I've been through three projects just this week, and from what we are told, there are several more in the pipeline to be done. At least that is some job security. I'll admit though, if I could be on a long-term type project, I would happier. This shorter ones have different protocols we have to go through, and it can get confusing between different projects. <Shrug> Will see what happens....

No major plans tonight. the Wife has started some pork loins in the oven, that she is planning to shred and make sandwiches. I'm probably going to end up playing Warcraft for a bit, then probably watch some episodes of shows I am catching up on.

Expecting the Daughter and Doodad up tomorrow. I presume they are not coming up tonight. They are doing the baking thing at RM's. I heard from the oldest Son that he plans on being out there around 3, and will probably be taking the youngest there and back. Don't know if that is the same time the Daughter was planning to be there or not. She mentioned to me last night that Doodad was a "little sniffly" and would see how she is feeling today. PT is such a whineybutt when it comes to anyone being sick even near him - family or otherwise. I do understand his fear of covid at his advanced age, but still. 

Guess I should get off to doing what ever I am going to do.

PeacE

Trying to Clear the Fog

 I'm still trying to wake up. I slept fine last night (for me) and woke 15 minutes before the alarm went off. So I laid in bed until it did. Still, I feel a bit foggy-headed this morning. I don't know if I have anything of value to share this morning....

I got to text a little with the Daughter the other night. I guess she and Doodad will be up this weekend and there stands a good chance of seeing them before Christmas. I guess the SIL is off work the rest of the year - something to do with using up his vacation days or something. Either way the girls will be here for Christmas baking with RM, I'm guessing Saturday. That might be the same day as the Oldest and Youngest sons go as well. I don't know, because no one has told me.

The cooler weather (down into the 40's at night now!) are making my joints ache more. Mostly my bad knee and my hip. A little bit in other joints. A sign I am sure of age, and lack of proper good use - or maybe overuse in some cases.

I'm done with shopping except for one more gift I would like to get for the Wife. I don't know if I can find what I want in a decent price range, but am running out of time for shipping. No way am I wanting to go to any store at this time of year.

PeacE

Yea! Go Work!

 I made it through the (mostly) boring meeting that lasted an hour, prior to being able to start working. I was all set to get in and start, having had no issues with logging in remotely to the software, Teams, and other programs I need. There were about 10 though, that couldn't get in the essential program we HAVE to use; another couple of users that couldn't get into the Remote Desktop the company uses; and about five of us that could access everything - except the work files for the project. Forty-five mins later they tell us all to log off and come back in an hour. I waited thirty mins and came back online. Everything was now working properly for me, so I started back in. After another thirty minutes, when others started to come back, many were till having issues on different levels. I simply said to my team lead, that I had access to everything, should I stop since they again told us to log off for another hour, or should I keep working? A resounding YES! was all I needed to hear. Besides that, having to start so late in the day makes it so much harder to get in that required 8 hours/day (I finished up tonight at 5:30, versus my usual 3pm).

Either way, at least I am able to work, and not have to wait on on technical issues, or bad log-in information. This project is pretty simple, similar to what I worked on Friday, and is supposed to last until approximately the 23rd. They said there is just over 11,000 documents to go through, so for now I have plenty to keep me going through Christmas.

Speaking of Christmas I bought myself a couple early presents. I should wrap them for myself and say they are from the kids, or the Wife, but probably not going to do so. I picked up season 2 & 3 of "Yellowstone" (I'd already watched season 1, and half of 2) and already started watching the rest of season 2. Season 3 was just released this last week, so I lucked out on that one. I'll probably be into that one before mid-week. Season 4 is on television now (cable channel - that I don't get) so will find somewhere to watch it I am sure when I am ready.

Welp, I figured I would get this post out early for tomorrow, as I return to my 7-3 shift with work.

PeacE

Let's See Where This Goes

 Another Monday morning, and I am up early, ready to return to work. It's a bit frustrating, that this company notifies you practically the day before to say there is a project and can you work on it. Via email no less. What if I had had day plans and wasn't able to check my email all day? Would I be working today? I dunno.... just a little something for me to complain about I guess. At least I am getting to work.

Saturday was the Santa Sleigh Run, and it went pretty well. Spent an evening hanging with my oldest Son and several other friends. Yes, did get s little intoxicated (read: a lot) but overall had a good time. I think what made it best for me was the time spent with the Son. Well, that one is done until next year....

I went to bed at a decent hour last night, thinking to be well rested this morning (considering Sat. night was a long one). About 3am I started waking up about every 15 minutes. About 5am I decided I should just get up. Besides, by then I had to use the rest room. Work isn't scheduled to start until 9am. Guess I have lots of time on my hand this morning.

Edit: I got bored, sitting here waiting. Not able to start work until after we have the protocol meeting at 9am (still an hour away yet). I decided to do something different this morning, and have made a cup of coffee. Yeah, it's instant decaf, and I have no caramel creamer flavoring, but it is nice. It has been a good year since I have had a morning coffee. These cooler mornings make it go down nice and smooth.

PeacE

Back To Work - Maybe

It was later in the day when I finally got around to checking my email again, to see if something had come in from the employer. Lo, and behold, there was an email informing me I was being assigned to a new project, slated to start the next morning (today) and I was to respond to the emailer, that I was aware of the start details, and had valid proof of working in the US. So, I did as requested, expecting a reply in morning (start time is listed as 11 MST) prior to start time, to be sure we can log in, etc. I arose from blissful slumber about 8am, and there was no new information. I even logged in remotely using the credentials I had last project. Nothing new there either. So, now I am wondering how soon before the start time are they going to contact me? Maybe work won't start today.....

So, I know I am going to be checking my phone and computer for emails/updates all morning now. I just want to get back to work. After nine months off, and then a month on, this is driving me nuts.

PeacE

A Rainy Day

 It rained last night. For Arizona, it was quite a bit of rain, as we have had a very dry year so far. That leaves it overcast today, which has bothered the Wife and I. Her, the headaches/migraines that come on in cloudy conditions (no idea why). Me, because I just feel a bit down in the dumps today. No word yet from the employer, so I am still waiting for that to happen.

My thoughts in my head are just in a jumble today. So I am sure the content will be sketchy and not completely tied to one another, like a normal thought process.

I watched "Richard Jewell" today, a film directed by Clint Eastwood. The 1996 Olympics being held in Atlanta, GA, and about the bomb that went off there. This was the story of the guard that found the bomb, moments before the explosion. I was young enough at the time, that I honestly never paid attention to the media coverage of the event, and following weeks as the FBI and media continued a huge amount of negativity on this man. Spoiler alert, eight weeks later the FBI gave him formal written notice that he was no longer a target in their search for the bomber. Six years later, the real bomber was caught. Within a few years of that, Jewell passed from heart failure. Overall wasn't a bad movie. Kinda slow, but interesting.

It is mid-afternoon and I have no idea what I am going to do. I should start wrapping gifts I have ready to wrap, but don't know if I really feel like it. Not sure about watching any other movie, or playing Warcraft, or napping, or reading. I really would like to get back to working. Sigh. Not many people say that these days.

Well, I been sitting here for the last 10 minutes trying to think of anything else to add, and I don't have anything. I may spend the afternoon just sitting here, letting the random thoughts run through my head.

PeacE

Another Day with No Work

 Monday afternoon I finished up the last "batch" of information that was the first stage of the project I am on for work. We had been told Friday, that many would be off this project, but Recruiting would re-assign to a new project, as the number of "batches" dwindles that morning. My Teal Lead had singled me out in chat, and told me they wanted to keep me on for a bit longer, for an additional step. But come Monday afternoon, that process was completed as well. They said as we transition to phase two, a few of us left would be kept on, others being re-assigned.

Well, today makes day two so far of not hearing anything. I am hoping I get to stay on the project so I can learn what the next stage is, but overall I would just want to be working. I logged into the work email and Team chat this morning, and though no emails, there was a new chat channel that I had access to for Quality Control. Only one comment was there, that it may be a couple days as they coordinated and trained a few people for the next phase. If I could see that..... must mean something. I just haven't heard anything.

Yesterday was the Wife's birthday. Much of the morning was spent with her in bed, emotionally upset and crying. not because she is older, but because she and her Mom had shared the same birthday (for reals) for all her life. This would be the 2nd one without her Mom. I did my best to do the right ting, but I just don't do well in those situations, so left her to it. The Wife was better in the afternoon, and even baked some brownies. Dinner was taken at Olive Garden. The middle Son joined us, the Older having to work a bit later. The Older Son did come by the house bearing gifts for his momma. So I got to see the two boys at least.

Our Santa Run is this Saturday. I did go out for a bit on Monday, but doubt I will be out the rest of the week due to Saturday. We had gone from an expected new record high of 18 Santas this year, and now am down to about 13. Seems the higher Covid counts had a couple drop out. A couple more from the fear of catching something, as they were going to be near, or help take care of elderly/sick parents. But we did get a 14-seater BMW party van for the night.

I think I am done with Christmas shopping. I can't think of anything else I really need to get - wait. Yes I can. Crap! Well, I will be on Amazon today looking for that one gift then. Then I will be done! We picked up some Tape the other day, so it will be wrapping time soon.

PeacE

Something A Little Creepy

 I didn't share it in the last post because I got so busy rambling on about shopping (who knew I could talk so much about a thing I hate to do). But there was a creepy thing that happened Saturday night.

I had gone to bed a little later than usual. I think it was around 11'ish. I WAS tired. Not quite sure when the Wife came to bed, but I'm guessing it was around the 12-1am slot, as usual for her. I have the vague memory of her getting into bed, then of I rolling over and going back to sleep.

It was dark still, meaning sometime before 5:30, when I woke. And I mean woke - the kind when you are dead asleep and into instant wakefulness the next instant. At first I was thinking "What the...." when I heard the noise. It was a distinct sound of someone walking down the hallway, in our direction. How can I know this? Well, the hall way is linoleum tiled, and it has a 90 degree turn halfway down, that leads the rest of the ay to our bedroom, and the study. The steps were like those of a person, casually strolling down the first part of the hall, coming from the living room.

The steps stopped. I was like "Who....?" when it dawned on me, that those were shoes. Like a hard sole men's dress show, or boots. And the only ones home were The Wife, myself and our Youngest. Maybe it was the middle Child just off work coming by to "play" on the computer... Except his schedule doesn't include that night. The steps had stopped, about where the turn in the hall way was.

Should I get up? Should I check the time? My cane is by the door, and my gun is in the cabinet behind my bedroom door. But whoever it is could rush the rest of the hall and get here before I could get any of that if he heard me. 

The steps started again, and I heard 6 of them - enough to put them in our doorway. I was looking. I couldn't see anything moving. I heard no doors open. I heard nothing.

I began to sonder what I should do, when I decided if something were going to happen, I was going to kill them unless they killed me first. SO I literally jumped from the bed and lunged to the door. Nothing was there. I opened the Study door, to see if it was the Middle child  in there - nothing. I walked all the way to the front door - nothing.

I lay back down and started wondering if I was losing it. I have 4 cats -not by choice of mine - could it have been any of them? Well, I know three at least spend most of the night in our room, on Wife's side of bed. The last one usually sleeping on furniture on Wife's side of room. And how would they make step sounds coming towards the room? Two different instances? The house haunted? I've been in here a year and a half, never heard anything before.

After pondering it for a few minutes, I categorized it as an auditory illusion created by waking too abruptly from a deep sleep. Only thing I could come up with that made sense. I never did check the time. I never told the Wife about it.

And I promptly rolled over, and went back to sleep.

PeacE

Sunday-Not-So-Much-Fun-Day

 Oh, I am feeling the pain of the Commercial Holiday! Not just in the pocketbook, but in my back and legs. Yesterday. the Wife and I went out to try to finish up the shopping for gifts. At least, I was shopping for the remainder of the ones I was "in charge" of getting. I did pretty much get them all, except for one gift for the Wife. It is hard to buy for her, let alone when she is with me. We started at Wallymort where I knew one specific item could be gotten at a good cost. While there, found a few items for the older Sons' apartment, an item for the youngest, something for the RM, and even picked up the basic zip-up hoodie for me. I know, you're not supposed to buy for yourself, but I truly needed it. I used to have this nice lined flannel, but it was lost when they totaled out the car I got rear-ended in about a year + ago. I have a winter jacket, but it is for colder weather, and is a nice one I just don't to use everyday. I found a basic Fruit of the Loom for $10...and in my size even! It's not often I find clothing in my size and the standard box stores!

After there, we went to Fry's Grocery, for the gift cards. The 2x fuel points is nice when I get these all at once. I saw they now have Little Ceasar's Pizza cards, so will have to come back to stock up on them sometime. We eat from there often enough getting the fuel points would be an added bonus. I was going to buy a bottle of Crown Royal as well, so I would have the purple bag it comes in to use for the Santa Run (to hold candy canes, etc) but for some reason, they were out of it at this store. I figured there were enough people like me was the reason. Rather drink through the holiday versus celebrate it. I kept it limited to a small number of cards, and modest amounts applied to them.

I'm really starting to get hungry by this point, as I had skipped lunch. It had to be about 2pm. Next on the list was the 99cent store. It is never good to go there when you are hungry. Ended up getting a full cart of things, mostly food items, though I forced myself to limit the number of Snacky foods I picked out. Of course the Wife picked up several items for the Stocking Ball we started last year. It's a fun (and cheaper) way to do the stockings now that the kids are all older. Basically you take a roll of plastic wrap and start wrapping it in a ball, add in treats, small prizes - whatever fits. Last years was a bit bigger than a basketball when done. The kids rolled a die to find out who started, and one starts "unwrapping" the ball, being able to keep each item as it falls out. While he is doing this, the next in line is rolling dice to get a pair of 'snake eyes', which the person unwrapping has to stop. It gets to be humorous to watch (for Mom and I) and the kids really love it. In fact, I had to ask the youngest (playing on the computer next to mine) what the procedure was for the "game". He got excited about it. Anyway, there were some more items for under the "tree" gotten there as well. I didn't make it through check-out. My back was bothering me, and the Wife was kind enough to tell me to go sit in the van and she would finish up. She's too good to me!

It's after 3pm by this point. I'm tired. I'm hungry. I'm thirsty. I groan thinking we still have to carry all of this into the house yet. But one last stop to be made. Quik Trip. I had brought my refill mug - 52 ounces of drink. Then I grabbed a couple roller hot dogs, some cigarettes, and out the door on the way home we were. Managed to unload it all in three trips, thanks to loading up the bags along the arms like 10 at a time. Thankfully none were over loaded or too heavy.

I checked with the Wife about how easy accessible the wrapping paper would be in the storage room, and we should get some out so I could start wrapping on Sunday. As I was waking up, and groaning, I realized we forgot an important item yesterday - tape. I will see if the Wife will run out and pick a few dispensers of it at the drug store. A little more expensive than say Big Lotsa, but at least has more than 6 pieces per roll.... and sticks better. then maybe I can get some wrapping done. The packages I ordered are starting to fill up the footwell of my desk, not leaving me much room.

So, barring one gift I need to get yet, I believe I am done shopping for the holiday. A nice feeling. Usually it goes until near the end of shopping ability to get it done. I'm happy it is done.

PeacE

What a Waste of a Day...Sorta

 Yesterday was almost a waste of a day off work for the oldest Son. He showed up before 8am, following the plan we were going to take his car in to the shop to fix the window issue. I was diligently at my desk working. Turns out they weren't sure they could even look at it that day (he wouldn't be able to leave it, as he needs it for work). On top of that, they were going to charge him $250 just for the labor to even look at it. I kinda understand that, after watching the video of basically taking the whole door apart. He called another garage. They told him up front they don't really work on Hyundais, and it would take them longer than a day to have the time to get to it, then order the parts needed. So, in short, it isn't getting fixed anytime soon. I am going to try in the meantime to find someplace that does windows for Hyundais and see what they charge. Maybe on his next day off we can get it in - if I find a place.

By this time, it is nearing 10 am, and he is sitting with his Mom. I check on them about once an hour, and they are just chit-chatting about stuff. I can't join because I am working. Come afternoon, it is decided to replace his phone. It has cracked screen, and breaks in the casing. It also doesn't charge off the cord and he has had to charge it wirelessly for the past few months, but now it starting to not work properly at all. The Wife and he went to a Verizon store, and were told they would have to make an appointment, and that they were backed up currently to 2 days out. So they returned home. Another bust. It was finally figured out that there was a phone he was wanting, in stock at a different store location not too far away, and via the website we were able to order it to be picked up in store. Then they had to wait for the email saying the "order was filled and ready for pick up" which took a little over two hours. In the end, he did get the new phone, so one problem actually did get solved, though it took most of the afternoon for it to happen.

All in all, the Son spent several hours with his Mom yesterday. I know Moms like that... mine has said so before in her blog. I'm happy the Son got one issue resolved, and hope the other will happen soon as well.

This weekend is going to be a stressful one. I'm braving the stores (a very few) to try to get some of the last Christmas shopping I need to do. I hate wearing the mask, but will have to tolerate it in spurts. At least I have the trip planned down to maybe 4-5 stores, and most are not crazy with shopping crowds. Smaller stores are better.

Next week is the Santa Run! We had a head count at about 17 going this year. My brother backed out today (the wimp). Though, I suppose not wanting to catch anything while out, a week before he has a weekend with his grandkid, is probably a good idea. The oldest Son took his Santa suit home Wednesday to try it on to be sure it fits. I haven't heard if he has done that or not yet.

Work was interesting today. We ran out of the stock of documents we were going through about 10:30. I had grabbed one of the last ones, and was near completing it when my Team Lead contacted me about shifting me to an new task. Turns out they requested a few people from the project, for this next-level task, and told everyone else to log out for the day. It was said that everyone was to watch their emails, as with the 1st-level review being done, many would be moved to new projects, but it could take a few days (meaning no work). But I was picked to continue to the next level... apparently, I was told, because of the speed I am able to go through the information, pull out the pertinent information, and that I understood the protocols better than most. So now I am on a team with the Team Leaders, Quality Checkers, and a handful of others that were picked. Feels good being picked for my good work!! For now, it guarantees me some work come Monday, and from there who knows. Much depends on the meeting with the client (to be this weekend) to find out how they want to handle things based on what work has already been completed. I'm sure to find out more come Monday.

I worked late today (did a 9-5 versus my usual 7-3) and the Wife is out for a bit doing some errand, and grabbing a couple things. I was thinking of going out for a few beers with my buddy J, but he is going to hi nephew's game - where he believes they will lose sorely, so he may not watch the whole thing. It's almost 6pm and I am still sitting here in my pajamas. Kinda cool.....lounge in these all day while working..... But I should get dressed and meet up with my buddy.

PeacE

A Little Extra Time

 We went out to dinner last night in an early celebration for the Wife's upcoming birthday. She had received a free appetizer in her email for the local Texas Roadhouse and wanted to use it. It was nice as we had the chance for all three Sons to join us. The oldest had about a week ago had issues about a rear window not operating correctly. At first thought, it would be the window lift motor, but after hearing it, it sounded more like the lift connection was off, or broken. He came by yesterday )with Middle Son) and we went to take the door apart to see what actually needed to be replaced. It is a Hyundai, and I now do not like working on them. Once the panel was off, there was more to remove to try to figure out the issue. It got to the point we could not figure out to remove this steel panel to get to where we needed. So it all got put back together, and we went to check YouTube. It turns out that you almost have to literally take the WHOLE Door apart to get to the area we were trying to see. Instead, this morning, he is coming back over and the Wife will run him to the garage and see if they can fix it today. It is just too complicated for me in my limited abilities and time availability, to do.

So I get some extra time today with the oldest Son, as he waits for the car to be done. The middle Son said he would be by tomorrow morning after his night shift tonight, to play on the computer and hang until the local 99cent store opens. He has a list of things he wants to pick up  and they don't open until later in the morning. So tomorrow I will get a couple hours with him.

Then I won't see either again until Christmas most likely. Correction. I will see the oldest on the 12th. He is participating in a our yearly Santa Run, where a bunch of guys dress up in Santa suits and travel to a handful of pubs in the area, handing out candy canes and good cheer, whilst having some drinks. He drove for us last year, but has a suit this year and becomes a full member.

The good part is/was, the time that we got to spend with them last night was good. The bits of time coming up are good as well. Makes me a happier person!

PeacE

Work Day Blues

 I was a bit bummed after our daily meeting in the mid day regarding work. Seems the project had been slated to end at a later date (Dec. 11) and yesterday they started talking about cutting down the number of people on the project. It makes sense, to trim the numbers and slowly place them in other projects, as the work load dwindles down. Maybe I'm just apprehensive about it. They did say those that were better would be kept on this project longer. But I don't know. I think it is just nerves of getting started into a new project. Something I will need to get over if I am going to stay in this line of work.

I woke nine minutes before the alarm went off this morning. I hate that. Usually I would just lay back and try to snooze, but this morning the bladder was demanding attention. As I walked to the bathroom O noticed a light coming from under the study door. It was the middle Son. He had stopped by to play some on the computer after his night shift. Neither of them have a computer at their new place (but have 3 other game stations to play). We had told him he was welcome to come over and play when he wanted to.

Not much to say today. I don't sermonize (ha RM!).

PeacE

Weekend Leftovers

 For some reason, it has felt like an overly long weekend. Maybe it was Thursday being a holiday, and having to work Saturday, to get my hours in, made it just feel that way. Sunday seemed to go on forever, even though I slept in late.

Leftovers! It's what for any meal! RM had sent home pretty much every single bit of leftover food from our meal there Friday night. We knew we were going to get them, and I never mind leftovers from a turkey meal. The hardest part is staying out of the turkey meat. Usually within a couple days he Wife will make a big batch of turkey enchiladas, so the more meat, the more enchiladas I get. The deviled eggs were gone first (there were only like 3-4). The the container with the mashed potatoes and corn, and about half of the giblet gravy. I still have some gravy, rolls and stuffing left, and probably after lunch today will be out of gravy.

It is back to work today, and I am actually looking forward to it. Going to be some regular weeks up until the week of Christmas. I wonder if/how they will be any weekend hours available for that week, and the next, due to the holidays falling on a Friday. Guess I will find out.

Not sure of whatever else is going to happen this week. Still need to get some shopping done, let alone start wrapping. Need to find out what the kids and their families are doing, and come uo with a time schedule for Christmas, too. Someday I may get it where we don't have to go anywhere on that day, but for now we still travel to RM's. She and PT have this day that they don't travel, and she loves it so much when she gets that family time with each of us kids.

Alright, I guess I should get ready for work...

PeacE

The Day After

 I ate a bit. Not "A LOT" but a bit. Even had a little bit of seconds. There was plenty of food in our small gathering yesterday. We ended up at the two older Sons' new apartment, though they had not even unpacked completely yet. They had the room whereas we did not at the house currently. The eldest Son had gotten the turkey, given to him from his employer, and come to find out it was HUGE! A 24-pounder... so plenty of turkey. Of course we left all leftovers at their place, as they had the bachelor fridge going (I know because I looked). Literally, a pizza box on the top shelf, and not much else besides condiments and maybe a 1/3 quart of milk.

Tonight we are going to RM's for another dinner, where those leftovers will be sent home with us. Another reason I left all the food at the boys'. That's if I can make it through today. I did go out for a bit last night, and though I was home around midnight, just couldn't sleep. So I have been up all night, and need to get through work today. I may take a nap this afternoon and get a couple hours at least. Will see how that goes.

PeacE

Turkey Day

 Welcome to Thanksgiving Day, where food is abundantly served up, and I gain the first five pounds of the 30 I'll gain over the next two months. Okay, I joke a bit about the poundage I'll gain... more like 10 pounds, but still.

Speaking of birds, it is becoming a bit more of an emptier nest around here. The Middle son is pretty much moved out of the house now. He did stop back by last night for some smaller things they had not gotten the other day. We will be meeting up with them this afternoon to sit down to a meal. Since we have boxes of stuff (read "junk from the hoarding") filling the house, we are eating over at the boys' new apartment. I goes the Wife said we are cooking the turkey and the green bean casserole here, and they rest there. I was hoping to eat by 1-2, but now I feel it is going to be more like 3-4. Sigh. Tomorrow we will get to do the meal again as RM has invited us out to their place in the evening for another meal.

Looks like I will be working a few hours on Saturday. I got a late start yesterday, and only worked 7 hours. Then amidst all the adjusted hours for this holiday, there are only 7 hours available for tomorrow. So that leaves me at least 2 hours to make up to show 32 hours for the week. I figure if I can do 4-5 hours Saturday, that would get me a couple more, though I'll still be short of regular 40. Meh. Whatever.

I was hoping to sleep in a little this morning, and I did manage to stay in bed until about 7:30ish. The Wife's phone started to go off with message notifications about an hour before that. Here siblings (half in the Eastern Time Zone) love to chat it up, and the Wife doesn't turn the mute on that convo, so every few minutes, there would be noise. I just now looed at it ( I am in it, though mine is muted) and it literally is just nothing important. I could have used an extra hour or more.....

Enjoy your day, and the food!

PeacE

Time, Time, Time

 It's that time again. Turkey Time! And that means Commercial Holiday Time to follow.... which I hate. Never understood why a holiday to celebrate the birth that is part of one of the world's largest religions, had to be commercialized to a requirement of "giving" presents. Maybe it is just the "shopping hate" I feel about it all. I don't know. No use in analyzing it. I don't know if I will ever enjoy a commercialized holiday.

So I had mentioned how my project was extended. More time to make more money. That helps! We had a meeting yesterday about time - and how the holiday this week shortens our paychecks. We have the option of working Sat & Sun to make up the time, or longer hours M, T, or W. Friday we will need to work, yet they cut the time available for work to a 7 hour period, so even for the hours for 4 days, I would have to work extra on the weekend. I mentioned to the Wife I may work 5-6 hours this weekend, and then just call it a week, though short of 40 hours. The meeting also brought up about if everyone had other plans, since the project was extended past the original set time, were vacations, etc going to beother anyone with getting in 40 hours a weeks still. 

I got some time in with Doodad last night, though, being silly, she didn't want to have much to do with Papaw, until her snuck her a candy. Then we were buds again. The returned to Tucson last night. Probably won't be back until closer to Christmas. The two older Sons are moving today. The oldest needs to be out of his place today, and I guess they finalized on the new one. I know they are getting a smaller U-haul this morning to move the bed. I wonder if they will do the middle Son's today as well. I found this all out last night. I guess them growing up they don't need Dad's help or advice anymore.

Breakfast time for me now. I need to eat something (meaning a couple granola bars) and then get ready to work.

PeacE

Solidifying Plans

 Another Saturday has arrived, and I slept through a good part of its start. I had went to bed last night at a decent hour, and had problems falling asleep. Around 11:30 I got up and tried watching an episode on Netflix, then returned to bed. Spent at least another hour tossing/turning before finally getting is a short series of naps. By a little after 6AM I was up and just as the middle Son got home from work. He offered and went to McD's for some breakfast sandwiches and a sweet tea for me, which was cool. Around 8 I decided to lay down for maybe an hour nap. Now it is noon...

The oldest Son stopped by yesterday afternoon. I wish I had had more time to visit, but I was working and needed to get stuff done. He and I finalized plans, ordered his Santa Suit, and shared ideas for rides for the upcoming Santa Run. Basically a pub crawl of a bunch of guys in Santa suits, handing out candy canes. The Son drove the rental van last year for us, and this year is able to partake. That's coming up here in a couple weeks or so.

While here we set up plans for Thursday, which I guess is we will cook the turkey he was given from work. It'll just be the boys, Wife and I, but better than nothing. Friday the youngest Son, Wife and I will be going to RM's for another dinner she has offered to make, versus going out, just because she can send leftovers home with me. I do love the giblet gravy and dressing.... and turkey always gets made into turkey enchiladas within a short amount of time.

The oldest and middle Sons have finally found an apartment. They will probably be moving around next weekend, I think. I know they did a "Face-time" walk through yesterday, and the older was going to do the paperwork last night. It is just a little bit north of where his apartment is now, so not terribly far from us, or their work places. I hope there are no final issues with getting the place since it is getting so close to the lease expire on the one place.

Daughter, SIL and most importantly, Doodad, are in town. The Wife mentioned they were suppose to get in touch with each other about plans, but hasn't heard from the Daughter yet. I know the D had mentioned to me that they had things to do today, and would probably not see us until Sunday. So I have no idea what has changed since three days ago, but evidently the Wife know more than I. So I'll see them when I see them I guess.

That's about all I got for now. Almost finished shopping for Christmas. Still need to pick up about 5 things I know of. The rest I will leave to the Wife.

PeacE

Been A Decent Week

 It is only Wednesday (Hump Day!) but already this week has been nice. One of my nieces had her first child (a girl) born yesterday. I'm happy for the new parents, and wish there were not so many restrictions due to Covid, as her parents, and grandparents, could be at the hospital for the event. It will all work out fine in the end though, and I'm sure there will fighting amongst them all - in regards to who gets to hold the little one, etc.

Also, today through our daily meeting online, I found out that this project I am working has been extended at least a minimum of two more weeks. Originally it was slated to be completed this week, but I guess the client underestimated the amount of data we have to review. They have even added more people to our teams. I also found out that they have started running daily "stats" on each of us. Basically to calculate the number of documents we review in 'X' amount of time, and also if any mistakes show up through the Quality Checks. I haven't heard anything bad in regards to myself, but based on what they mention as the average curve they want people to be striving for right now, I am definitely in the higher percentage that processes through documents. These stats also base on how fast we get moved/hired onto other projects when this one ends. Possibly the type of review, or how in-depth it needs to be done, could also ne included.

So right now, I'm feeling pretty good.

Our water heater here at the house has been on the fritz for several months now. The pilot light would only stay lit for unexpected amounts of time. It would be no surprise to have a morning shower with nothing but cold water. Or even just to have hot water for the dishes, or laundry. The water heater is in a "enclosed laundry room" and is against the west wall, so through the summer it wasn't too bad. With temps in the 115+ range, it heated the water pretty well. But now it has gotten cooler, and since some money has happened our way, we had it replaced finally... and today was the day. I expected them after thee noon hour (as I was told) but got a call that they ended up here about 10:30 this morning. I imagined even with taking the time to drain it (about 20-25 minutes) they would be done and gone within 2 hours. He was here until almost 3:30 this afternoon. I finished up work today about 5:30, and went to the restroom. I turned on the hot water at the sink and let it run a couple minutes. It's not hot... or warm... I went to the kitchen.... same thing. I'm thinking he forgot to turn the flow back on, or something. I went and got a flashlight to go take a look...then had a better thought. Back to the bathroom, and I let it run longer. finally after a few minutes its started to feel warmer, then got hot. Must have just been the residual water in the lines from before, so will need to run them all a bit to tap into the hot water. Showers too. It'll be nice to have a steaming shower versus just a lukewarm one...

Daughter, Doodad and family are coming up this weekend. I was told they have plans Saturday, but Sunday we could figure out something. They have dental appointments on Monday, then will return home. Thanksgiving they are spending with the SIL's family. No plans for us as of yet. Dennys is usually open on holidays, so I won't be surprised to be there considering it is looking like maybe only 3-4 of us.

On to other things.... I'm at 165 books in my reading goal of 175 for the year (11 books ahead of schedule). With working now, I find that it takes me a day or two longer to get a normal sized book finished. I may have to adjust the goal lower for next year....

PeacE

Another New Week

 It's Sunday night. I'm chillin' at home. Did a family dinner out at Chili's (love the fajitas) and it's still before 9pm. Which is really close to my bedtime. I do have to work tomorrow after all... even if I don't know where this week may lead. If that project finishes by the week's end, how fast will I be positioned to another project/team? Yeah... I dunno.

But tomorrow is Monday. RM is probably recovering from the first sermon she has had to give in months (not counting her children - that's a  joke Mom.... you know better. We won't listen to a sermon). Or maybe that is next week. I'm honest, but I cannot remember from day to day the things that are not a necessity to me.

Did the pub this morning, and was able to meet up with one of my best buds.  I don't know how much to share/not share here, but he is in on some cutting new tech, and said he wants me to be a trial for some stuff coming up. Which is cool. I make no money, but if this tech works out, he and the investors look to make some good bank. I hope I am able to test in a good way for their results. And no, I'm not pregnant.... I'm just fat.

Almost 9pm, so I should end this. 

PeacE

It's the Weird Season

 Last week I mentioned that it had gotten chilly enough that I turned on the heater in the house. Tomorrow it is supposed to be leading back to temps in the 80's into the next week. The news from last night said even a couple days where we might break recorded highs. Weather is just getting to be weird...

With weather being all weird, it has been messing with my allergies pretty bad this time around. Usually I have a couple bad days, of sneezing, watery eyes, runny nose, then things basically clear up and I just occasionally have any issues. But just this week alone, I have had 3 bad days where Everything is running, and sneezing, and headache/pressure. I don't usually take any type of allergy medication as they don't seem to help any symptom, and tonight is proving that again. I took two Benadryl about 5 hours ago, yet nothing has changed... for better or worse. So maybe it is keeping it from getting worse.... if that is even possible. I'm about ready to start taking cold medication to stop some of these symptoms.

Another work week completed. That puts us at 2 weeks in on what was supposed to be a 3 week project. The Team Lead had mentioned earlier in the week they would be "running stats" - basically seeing percentages of how much everyone is keying versus what is out there, and the quality of the work through the Quality Control. She mentioned that those that are lower than the average will be having their Team Leaders speak to them about what is the problem, or how to speed up their work. I really don't care. All I know is that the week before my Team Lead said I was faster than most on my team. But they did mention that where our individual stat counts are, also determines how fast you get placed into a project once this one finishes. That is important. I want to be able to switch into a new project (new to me at least) as soon as I finish this one, so there is no down-time with no pay. This next week will determine where we are at time-wise for this project.

The Wife and I slept in this morning. Her head wasn't feeling too good today (pre-migraine pressure probably). We got up and took some bags of clothes to Savers then went to a place called Fast Eddies for lunch. I had the Reuben... it had been too long since I had one, and theirs was quite good. Afterwards we went to Big Lots to look for an idea for a gift for one of the boys. They didn't have any there (of what we were specifically looking) but did end up finding a few things for Christmas presents for others. Then it was back home where I watched a movie while the Wife took a nap. The evening was spent just playing Warcraft. The Wife ended up in bed early with her head still bothering her. I'll be there shortly after I finish writing here, as I am feeling pretty tired, too.

Not sure what plans are for tomorrow... football at the pub? Chill at home and play Warcraft? No idea... guess it will be about how I feel when I wake.

PeacE

I Wimped Out

 When the alarm went off this morning, I knew it was feeling like Monday all over again. When I awoke yesterday, I just couldn't get out from bed. It was feeling chilly in the room, thanks to the final onset of cooler weather in AZ, and I was snug and warm. I reset the alarm for an hour, then another hour, before I knew I needed to get started on work. So the work day was a little longer in the day than usual due to my later start. I like how the hours to work are somewhat adjustable, as long as I complete 8 hours and am working during what they consider the "core hours" (middle of the day). Today though, there was a slight change. When the alarm went off, I got up and turned our heater on. The Wife did not complain. Then I reset the alarm for an hour, but within 10 minutes, I decided sleep wasn't happening, and got up anyways. I could have started at 7am for work, as I like to do, but decided I would wait until 7:30.

The Wife brought me a surprise the other day. Whilst cleaning out some of the final boxes and whatnot from the storage room, she came across a milk crate full of books. It was easy to tell they had been sitting in there for ages due to the amount of dust that settled across the tops. I was back in our study when she brought it in and said she thought I needed to go through that crate right then. I kind of rolled my eyes, and to placate her, took a glance. Inside were three photo albums that we had thought, were burned in the shed fire we had a few years back. These are special as my Grandma had put them together many years ago (she is now passed) and it consists of photos of my Dad (also passed) and many others of them growing up, plus the earlier years of my childhood. Many, many pictures I thought I would never see again. It truly brought tears to my eyes. We sat and went through one the other night, and I have to re-visit the other two, but will soon, to relive those memories.

The middle Son just got back home from dropping our youngest off at school, for the one of two days he goes. He was nice and brought me a breakfast sandwich from McD's. He is helping his uncle today with moving stuff... at least for awhile. I am not sure how tired he will get considering he worked last night. But I am leaving that to him, as he knows his body and schedules better than I.

At this point I should get off this and get ready to start working.

PeacE

Another Football Sunday

 I'm up somewhat early for a day that I normally sleep in. Of course, being how I went to bed at 8pm last night probably helped. That and getting a full night's (plus) of sleep. I don't know why I was so tired that early last night. I had slept in late the previous morning, and pretty much didn't do much of anything most of the day....

Like many, I am getting tired of this election crap about now. I don't know if it truly is corruption in the ballot process, counting what shouldn't be, or whatever, but the number of legal claims being filed is a bit ridiculous. I read something this morning (on the internet so you know it is true) about Homeland Security watermarking ballots to watch for ballot corruption, or some kind of thread woven ballots. Just to avoid the situation that came up this year. Of course, this article also said they can't step in to look at the ballots until a state has completely finished their count. I know when I went to bed last night, some of the states they want to look at are still counting. It's a sit and wait game, not that I think much will change.

I'll be heading up to the pub this morning. It has been a couple weeks since I met my buddy up there for football. Both our teams are playing at 11am (AZ time). I think I will probably stay for the one game and head home about 1pm. Maybe take the family out to pick up some Yoshi's?...Yogi's?.... a rice place that is pretty good... for dinner. We did pizza last night, since one son was out with friends.

Obviously, work seems to be going well. I have at least almost two weeks left on this project. Hoping to be able to get into another one right away, to just stay busy. There was a Quality Control done on me this past week, and my team leader said I was dong better than expected (considering I just started). there were only two small mistakes found - one I was getting too much info, and one was an email address I missed. So not bad out of 500 spot-checks. I was talking to my friend that recommended this place to me, and he thinks I could be a QC checker within 6 months - though I dunno. In fact, this friend also just signed up for a 30-day project with the company (he does attorney stuff though - whereas mine is basic data-breach).

I think I had mentioned about the two older sons getting an apartment together here at the Nov-Dec mark. I have that in the back of my mind in worry. I have never inquired about their finances (income, etc) so I worry about them being able to afford the place, the utilities (as needed), gas for the vehicles, food, etc. The Wife and I briefly talked about it last night as we went to pick up the pizza. We both decided to just wait it out, and see what they do. If they run into trouble, they will need to figure out how to fix it. But I am going to miss another Son out of the house.

The Wife and I talked about Christmas. I'm screwed. I have no ideas for anyone. We have gotten a few things for Doodad, and a couple for the Daughter. Nothing for anyone else. Everyone doesn't NEED anything, and some don't have room for anything else. Myself included. I have no idea what we are going to do....

And with that thought, I think I am done here this morning.

PeacE

Life Has Gotten Dull

 Since I have started working again, there isn't time for anything to happen it seems. there isn't much time in the mornings before I need to log in. The afternoons I am mentally tired and spend much of the time trying to NOT take a nap. If I nap, I'm afraid I won't sleep good that night, and thus make the next day harder to get work done. Though, the past week or so, I have been sleeping better because of this....

I think the Wife is down to "cleaning" the old house. Which means hopefully will be getting it sold. I see no reason for the cleaning, as it is a fixer-upper, and we are selling it as such, but she is adamant about it. Easier for me to not argue about it. I hope to get the Wife out soon (maybe this weekend) to start doing some test drives for a vehicle for her. Have been wanting that to happen for several weeks, butt things keep changing those plans. Once we get the house sold, I will be doing the same for myself.

The Oldest Son has his lease expiring late this month/early next. It has been decided amongst them, that he and the Middle Son will be getting one together this time around. They have it narrowed down to two different places, with two others as back-ups. I hope things work out for them. They have not asked for help or info on finding them, and I respect that. The places they are looking aren't too terribly far from home, so though I doubt I will just show up at their door, it's nice to know. And I have to add, apartments have gotten expensive!!

No idea what will really happen this weekend. I need to get to work....

PeacE

Another Day Down

 Finished Day Two of working a full day from home. I noticed yesterday after I clocked out, that I was going to have to make some adjustments to how I spend the workday. I have been just working the full straight 8-hour shift, with a couple 10-15 min breaks within. I prefer not to take a lunch, and just snack on something while I continue working. It's get me done earlier in the day to do other things, like maybe take a nap. I did get up and walk around the house a few extra times today, so my legs aren't feeling cramped.

Since I have been back to work, I haven't had much to say. today is Election Day. I mailed my ballot a while back. The Wife took hers down to the voting station yesterday finally. I'll probably see about finding a website to maybe watch some of the reports as counts come in a bit later.

PeacE

Thought This Was a Good Thing....?

 Yesterday I was anxious. I had feelings that things were starting to go well. I even went to bed a bit earlier than usual, so get have plenty of rest for the early time I was getting up for the job. When the alarm went off this morning (6:30am) I got up and did the essentials. Walked into the office, and started logging into the remote desktop to get to work. I was going to punch out those eight hours, and be damn proud of it!

Only, something didn't go right. I get to the remote desktop - logged in fine. MS Teams started loading...and my Project Team isn't listed. I log into the work email - nothing new there. I log into the software program, see the client project listed, and go to the documents for them - nothing there. Okay, something ain't right.... I sign out of each program one by one, log off the remote, and sit there a moment, then re-log in to each. Same stuff. Again - sign out of everything. Reboot the whole computer. Sign in. Nothing.

From my work email, I send the Project Lead and all four Team Leads an email about what is happening. I explain everything was working fine on Friday. Was I removed from the project?

I give them the access for a remote connection to my computer (but it shouldn't be needed). And now I wait. I let them now I could do nothing until I heard from someone that can help fix the problem, but I would try to join our daily 11am video chat via the link I had in an email.... but that is still 3 hours away. I don't get paid for the downtime due to technical issues (or removal from the project).

I thought things were going well.... I guess not. Here's to sitting around doing nothing....

PeacE

A True Weekend

 This is the first true weekend I feel I have in over seven months. The reason is simple. I actually worked this last week, and this is my 2-day break for real. It feels good to be back to working, even if it is "remote" from home. Friday was almost a full 8-hour day, there were some issues that shut us down for a couple hours. I felt I got a good understanding of what we are doing, and how to do it, plus the use of the software. I think I am going to like this job. Sure pays more than the last one....

Today is Halloween. I'll be up at the pub with friends tonight. I still need to get the iron-ons done on my shirt.

Nothing much else going on....

PeacE

Trying to Work

 Well, the excitement from earlier this week has pretty much worn off. I was supposed to start this new project on Tuesday, and even after a couple tech issue delays, we were still able to be online for a client call. After that was able to do a review session on the software (which I had still had not used). At that point, they said there was still a tech issue about getting our login credentials for the system and software we were going to be using. They estimated about a half hour or so. Fifteen minutes later, we were told to log off, and it would take a day or two to resolve.

No news came the rest of Tuesday. Wednesday morning I got up early, hoping to find updated information, but no. I did get a notification about a cyber protection training I needed to do online though. Late in the afternoon yesterday I finally heard we are to meet back online at 2pm today, and at least in this email, there was no mention of our specific login credentials, so I wonder if they are revealing that at our meeting. Either way, I hope to finally start work today. I am going to do the training thing I need to complete, probably when I get done writing here. At least it is paid training. (Raising imaginary glass) here's to starting today.

Halloween is Saturday. I noticed the moon looked pretty full last night. Normally in instances like this I prefer to stay home and away from the possible crazies out there in public. however, my friend is dressing up to go to the pub on Saturday, and talked me into doing part of it with him. he is going as a fictional rock star, and his girl made me some iron-ons that have the rock star name, and then SECURITY that I can put on a black T-shirt and hang out with him. Kinda corny, but I said okay.

Life is moving along. Let's see if work can start....

PeacE

Back to Work

 Late yesterday afternoon, I received the email that I was accepted to start in on a new project with the Company. This project is only to last about three weeks, but it is a start. I logged into the "work info" site they use last night to update all my info and be sure everything was current. This morning, the arranged "meet" time online was 9:15am for me (MST), and I had 4 additional emails, so I got up early to make sure everything was taken care of. Those four emails were all things I had already checked on the work info site, so I was happy and read to start. Then another email comes in. Seems there is a delay getting the proper credentials out for the remote desktop we will be using. Basically a tech issue. So now am unsure when today it will all start.

It feels good to be employed again, even if I am going project to project, with some unspecified lengths of time in between. Nice to be able to get a paycheck again. They didn't say anything about training, or a review of how to use the software, so I am playing "make it til I break it" which will make things interesting the first few days I am sure.

PeacE

This Could Be a Good Week

 I went to the pub yesterday for football. More to hang out with a particular friend - who couldn't make it up unfortunately. Either way, spent longer there than I should have. While I was up there though, I did receive an email regarding work. Seems the Company has several projects starting this week, and have been re-vamping some of the ways there are processing things. Since so much of it is being done remote (at home) they have had to change some things around about how things are done. They didn't get specific, but as long as I can get on a project, with a small training reminder, I will be happy. I responded my availability this morning....

So now I will be siting here awaiting any reply from them. I understand it still may take a couple days.

Hmmm... don't have much else today.

PeacE

A Saturday Post

 I voted today. I finally was able to sit down and complete my mail-in ballot. It has sat here on my desk for the last week or so, with the pamphlets about the props up for vote as well. Took me about two hours, but I feel confident in my choices, since I spent the time to read all the information on the props, and looked up candidates for many other positions. How did I vote? I already told you - mail-in ballot. I'll drop it off at th post office later today. The Wife will wait until the last minute to complete hers, and will have tio drop it off at our voting location the day of, I am sure.....

I guess RM was a bit "butt hurt" about the notion of the Wife wanting to go through another realtor option than my sister. At least, that's the way I read it from her blog. So, RM, let me clarify for you.... We ARE going to another realtor/company, as we want a second opinion. WE want to get as much as we can out of the sale of OUR home. No, my cousin is NOT my concern. He is an adult, and therefore needs to take care of himself. Depending on the better offer for our home, we will go that route. I talked to Sis about this yesterday, and she agrees completely with me.

I feel a bit better now. That has been sitting on my chest most of this week. I did talk to my sister about the contract offer they gave me... and she did agree that we should get another opinion, I also agreed to allow them to counter-offer if the second opinion came in higher. It's all about the Benjamins to me....

Thinking dinner out tonight... not sure where...

PeacE

Pulling a Late Night

 Things too good to be true: getting a good night's sleep, as it ruins the next night when you try to go to bed. I went to bed around 9-10, and I did my usual little bit of reading. Then I tossed/turned for around 40 minutes. Finally out in my ear buds and played some mellow music from my tablet for the next hour. By midnight, I was no where close to falling asleep, even though I felt mentally drained. I'm thinking about just giving up and going to the store to buy some Ambien, or other sleep aid, then forcing myself to take one every night - unless I been drinking. those nights I seem to relax quickly into sleep. Must be the alcohol.

Not much went on today. The Daughter and Doodad are still in town until at least tomorrow - not sure how long they were thinking of staying. According to the Daughter there is only a couple loads (back of van) in the old house. Maybe it will be done this week and I can call WeButUglyHouses or something. I know my Sis and BIL had ran comps, and were possibly interested in it to fic and re-sale, but the Wife is not happy about that idea. I'm sure it has to do with things that has gone on before... I am not expanding on it here.

It's around 1am now, and I am trying to figure out what to do to get sleepy. I've tried watching some shorter videos. Maybe I should try a movie on Netflix or Disney+. I honestly do not know what I am going to do.. just knowing that I feel so tired and not able to sleep, makes me feel angry. Maybe I should do a couple hot toddies each night before bed....

PeacE

Where NOT to Talk Politics and Religion

 Yesterday afternoon I took a trip over to my favorite pub. I was looking forward to getting some reading done on the current book I have loaded on my tablet, but that was not to be. As I finished my cigarette on the patio before entering, I received a text from one of my good friends that he was at the pub. So I walk in, and there he is! I hadn't seen this friend in a couple weeks or so, so we chatted, and another good friend called, found out we both were there, and came up. I admit, I am the cause of not being able to get any reading done. I have a rule that when I am with either of these two friends I turn the book off no matter what, so we can actually talk. So obviously, I brought my tablet there for nothing.

What prolific topics did we discuss? There were several. What actor/actress did we think had the best ability? What movies are slated to be coming out. Caught up a little of what is going on in our lives. All this talk was going on as the football game started, and got boring. That's when a political ad played during a commercial break. Oh yeah, the crap hit the fan then, as we were having a good time. My two friends seem to love to play each others devil's advocate. One is a self-employed business owner with a successful business, the other an attorney/insurance agent/financial consultant. I pretty much just sat there thinking 'Oh geez, Lord, let this end without bloodshed'. A short 20 minutes later (seemingly much, much longer) they toned it down and we agreed that they could just cancel each other's vote out, and only my vote would count. Those crazy guys!

The Daughter and Doodad made it into town last night whilst I was out. I did get to see them as I headed to bed once I got home. They left with the Wife this morning to go do who knows what... shopping, at the old house, visiting... Not sure what plans for this evening are in regards to dinner - if we are eating out, or picking up, or cooking at home. The Youngest has started back to school on a hybrid program this week. So he attends Tuesday and Friday, at home via online the other days. Today is his first day to the physical school - wonder how he did finding his classrooms....

PeacE

Anger Issues

 I had to remove my post from the other day. As I went back to review it this morning, I realized I wrote it when I was quite angry. I've noticed I have done this a number of times over the years, removing a post written in anger. It isn't so much that it embarrasses me, I just seem to realize afterwards that all it really does is makes me feel better getting it off my chest. 

Either way the rest of the weekend went fine. I actually was not feeling well. I don't know if it was something I ate, or a "stomach bug", but was just feeling blah, and had some of the most atrocious gas. Even the Wife, who has still not recovered her sense of smell from COVID, says it was worse than normal...and more frequent. So far this morning, I am still sort of waking up, but feel marginally better.

I actually got about seven hours of sleep last night. Maybe feeling a bit under the weather has helped. I know I slept in yesterday, and then even had a 2-3 hour nap in the afternoon. By 9pm I was ready for bed. I read until 10, then slept pretty much straight through until about 5 this morning. Best sleep I have had without the aid of alcohol.

The Daughter and Doodad are expected up today. I guess they are coming up for a couple days to help the Wife finish getting out whatever crap she still wants from the old house. I was hoping to be done with it all last week, but that has not happened, obviously. Maybe this week. No updates on jobs for me. I have started looking into other jobs since nothing has come up recently at the one employer.

Halloween is coming up soon. My kids are old enough that trick or treating is out. In past years, because we would not be home, we never passed out candy. I have no idea what the Wife may want to do this year. Sit out front with a bowlful and pass them out id any come by? Supposedly there are restrictions about being out and about for the "traditions".

Thanksgiving is after that, and I really am lost as to what we will do. Last year we went to the Daughter's and had a good day. Perhaps this year we will do the same. Not sure how it will be since two of the boys have odd working schedules, and may not be able to attend, even if it were in town versus out of town. Part of them all growing up I suppose.

Still need to get out and do some vehicle shopping for the Wife. I haven't pushed it as the weather is still warm, even if it below 100 most days now. Between that and the crap at the old house.... Once we get that sold, I also will be looking for a vehicle, though I already have in mind a couple ideas for me.

PeacE

Wasting Time

 Somedays I feel like that is all I am doing.... wasting time. Waiting on job offers. Waiting on responses. Waiting waiting waiting. Seems such a waste of time. Haven't heard anything from the new company, so decided I needed to open myself to the thought of other job offers. Though, that search is going about as well as it was when we were all supposed to be quarantined in our homes. Sigh.

That being said, I haven't been doing much of anything to comment on. Spend most of my days on the computer. Not necessarily playing games, but I do some of that as well. Catching up on television series/shows. Exciting I know.

Today is my brother's birthday. I wonder if he has plans for this evening. normally I would call him and ask, but with some of the drama going on with is family, I don't think I will, though it would be nice to go out and have a few drinks together. Probably for the best....

Heard the Daughter may be coming into town this weekend again. Always love seeing my Doodad. Not 100% about them coming up though.

PeacE

Got A Lot of Nothing

 Tuesday came and went pretty fast. No, I have not just woken up -another night of sleeplessness... I actually have not been to bed yet. The Wife was sorting clothes on our bed, deciding what to keep, and logging how many of what size/type she is bagging to send to Goodwill/Savers. She asked for 15 minutes notice if I wanted to go to bed, but I have decided to let her work on that. the more stuff we get rid of the better. After I finish this post, I'll probably go check and see if she is done for the night. I hope so.. I'm starting to get drowsy.

We went out to brunch today - just the Wife and I. We hadn't been to 'The Place' in many months for a brunch. She had let me pick, and I remembered they had a huge breakfast serving. I was going to get some eating going on! Alas, it was not to be. Seems they have changed their menu since we were there those many, many days ago. The menu got smaller. The Hungryman Breakfast was not found.... I settled for a chorizo skillet with a side of biscuits and gravy. It was filling, but just wasn't the same. 

The MMORPG game I play, World of Warcraft, is having an 'expansion pack' coming out prior to the end of the year. It was to be this month, but recently said no, and pushed it back. however, today they still did a 'pre-release patch' that didn't really add any new content, just put in place the changes in dynamics that are going to take place (changes in abilities, etc). Had to wait all day (7am-4pm PDT) for servers to be back up, then I spent another 3-4 hours trying to get online. They were so clogged with people trying to get on for the new content (that was stated would not be there) that it was impossible for many to connect to game servers, including myself. Before I came to that realization, however, I had searched tech support about the errors I was seeing, and spent way too much time trying their fixes, when all I needed to do was wait until server traffic slows down (late night). Frustrating a bit, but finally was able to get online and play some. Even made a new character and got to check out some of the appearance changes they have now added. Cool.

My brother called me today. I don't know why I answered, but I did. He starts off with "I tried to call you a couple weeks ago, but you didn't answer". I was like, wtf? So I said, "I must have been busy. You didn't leave a message, so I didn't call back." I mean, duh. Anyways, I think he was just bored out of his mind. Was asking me about the pub I go to, and if their outside cameras cover only the patio areas, or over the parking lot. I said patios only, why? Seems a couple weeks ago one of his friends that came to his retirement get-together ended up getting arrested in the parking lot that night. Charged with an Extreme DUI, and also something like Collision while intoxicated. Supposedly, he was walking around the parking lot and the police approached and arrested him. No way. I think he went to leave in his vehicle, inadvertently backed up into, or rolled forward into, another vehicle, and the police saw it (the sit at the roller skate rink at the end of this small shopping area). Then when he gets out of the car, to "walk around to sober up" is why they approached him. I told my brother - Oh well. He's an adult. In some ways it was a bit funny.... maybe not so much now that I typed it out.

Well, I managed to fill some space. Time to check if I can go to bed now.

PeacE

Wow

 I definitely love the world I see in the new glasses. I know they said at the vision test that both regular and bifocal had  "had to be improved". And I am ok with that! I got the new ones today...Whoa! Big difference!

Not that changed for anyone I met tonight. 

Just saying. Leaving it alone for now.

PeacE

Is What IT Is....

 Not talking IT,,,, literally I could care less. They help those that need it. My RM needs it at times. It is not a bad thing. Some people have the right idea of doing the things the company need/want. When it comes to RM, it's a different matter.

Enough about her for now.

I have had a wonderful world working with people that know how to use computers. Many that are above and beyond me at what I know, but that is why the help the company. I admit, most times they know more than I when it comes to computers. 

But 'what if'...... I knew more than them. I could hack systems. I could 'like in TV shows' be the bad guy. Do I want to be? No. But what if.....

What IF?

Things we can only imagine, because most of us know it ain't true. WI we did that.. WI we did those.... WI we just did...   It's stupid.

Most of us don't think them things, cuz it's worthless.... to us. Other peoples might, because they don't know no better. And we don't spend time watching them.

Life is. If we watch those that never needed, or those that do need, we spend time watching instead of living life.

 But if we save one.... keep watching. I bet you don't save one while watching, but while you live life. Share some time with someone. Maybe the weird story helps them.

PeacE